ME1 Gay Sauna - relax, suck, fuck n chill followed by a night out with str8 mates

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Even a boring men's t shirt can look amazing with a bra & boobs underneath

 As my followers will know, I am very much a gay crossdresser, you only have to look at my free Twitter, let alone my OnlyFans or new ManyVids profiles to find that out LOL

I have been a fulltime panties wearer for over 25 years now, and every chance I get I am in a bra + DD breast forms, and women's clothes from skirts, jeans, dresses or leggings. And maybe in tights, thigh high hold ups or stockings.

But, on this day, my point is that even though I had to be in a boring mens top (work video calls), with careful camera and sitting angles I could still have a bra & DD breasts underneath, still feel gurly and fem. And, if I am honest I was quite surprised how good it looked, what do you think?

How are my little gurly tiddies doing? update (03 Nov 2022) & advice please!

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ME1 Gay Sauna - unplanned visit

 Taking advantage of my day finishing earlier than expected yesterday, always good when meetings finish early rather than late!

Took a trip to ME1 Gay Sauna in Rochester, Kent. I haven't had the time or opportunity to go for ages, and I love the chance to chill, relax and enjoy being naked in the hot tub, steam room and sauna as well as the play rooms, sex rooms and dark areas - cock n cum whilst relax, feel better and watch wonderful gay porn - what could be better.

I knew I didn't have much time spare, but even a couple of hours was worth the reasonable entrance fee (and they now take card as well as cash payments).

So arrived, paid n entered. Stripped down to my little pink thong panties then realised I didn't have a towel, so walked back to reception with my bare ass wiggling to get one. The towel was smaller than previously, not even going round my waist to cover up - not a problem, I love being naked there and the rule of no nudity in the coffee lounge seems to have gone. 

Since my last visit, and during the horrible times of covid, they have refurbished the rooms, with more sex benches, beds and couches, bigger and better for multi layer n person fun.

Anyway, it is def worth a visit, check out their website for pics, open hours etc.

I am a good slut, i take regular sti tests now, at least every 3 months - and as a resident of Medway I am able to use a free NHS sponsored service and get my results in a few days.

So, the important bit - did I have any fun.

I arrived about 3.30pm, and the place was quite busy, lots of guys wandering around, sounds of moaning and fucking.

I showered, lubed up my hole (free lube and condoms available all around the venue) and went in search of cock!

I sucked one guy off in the sauna, before we headed back into the showers and i got a good taste of his cock and cum, all swallowed.

Next I had some fun in the dark area, a group of guys surrounded me and after wanking a few of them i dropped to my knees n started to suck, one guy insisted on wearing a condom to get blown and after a while the taste of latex put me off so i headed down to the lounge for a free coffee.

After that i wandered around, sucked a few more cocks but although busy with guys I struggled to find a top to fuck my ass, ended up fingering myself with an ass blast as I watched porn - but that is just pot luck, as you never know what guys will be in these venues.

Anyway, it was still fun and worth the £13 to relax, suck some cocks and swallow 4 loads of cum.

Hope to be back there soon, for longer and get my ass pounded raw n hard, filled with cum and left a cum soaked n filled cock slut hehe.

shopping experience in 2022

I was under the belief, maybe misguided belief, that we had moved forward over the last few years and away from stereotypical attitudes.

I was doing some food shopping in a big, well known British supermarket and as I walked past their clothing section decided to go and look at the lingerie, and maybe some summer linen trousers (I really want a new pair of white linen trousers, just see through enough to be saucy but not improper, well maybe just a little bit naughty too lol). 

I am looking for a new bra and panty set, maybe more than one, in A/AA size, lace or sheer without padding etc. so I can wear under anything as my titties slowly grow. Sometimes visible through tops and other times hidden, depending on how confident I am feeling and location / company.

Anyway, as I browsed the lingerie section, seeing a few that I liked and picking them up to get a better look, and at least 2 or 3 times see if they had my size (36 A or AA). It was after putting back one bra, I hadn't even picked up any panties yet, that I noticed a member of staff watching, an older lady, just standing watching me. As I moved around she followed, stopping every time I did and then moving with me, always keeping me in sight.

I will be honest and say this really annoyed me, infuriated, and I was tempted to confront her and / or see a manager, but it was late and I just wanted to get home - point to note as well is that this was just a few days before Valentines Day, a time of year I am sure there are millions of men (haha) looking at lingerie for their wives, girlfriends, mistresses and more. As well as crossdressers, bisexuals and gays buying new underwear for themselves and/or partners.

She continued to follow me as I looked at linen trousers and only stopped when i returned to the main grocery part of the store. 

As she didn't approach me, ask if I needed any help or to check if a size I wanted was in stock, I can only presume that she was watching as I was a male looking at bra's and panties, maybe her generation wouldn't have done such a thing but she works in a modern store so should be aware that times have changed, and if not she is in the wrong job.

She had no way of knowing which category I fell into, I wasn't in a skirt, dress or any obvious female clothes (unless I had shown my thong when bending down to look at racks of bra's) but in jeans and a t shirt, perfectly ordinary clothes. And, it shouldn't matter - I was a customer looking to make a purchase, whilst shopping, and in 2022 it most definitely should NOT matter which group I was in - in so many ways it was just wrong.

After leaving, and driving home (without any new lingerie or trousers) I wished I had asked to see a manager, complained and made my feelings known. I am not easily offended or put off, and have been lingerie shopping for myself for over 20 years so not bothered by stares or giggles, but others may or will be offended, upset and put off exploring them own world, their own needs and happiness.

Just wrong in this day and age.

Rant over for today

Can you tell, just by looking?

NO, I am not asking if you can tell at a glance, if a person is trans or not, if they are hiding (or not) a boiclitty cock.

I am talking about clothes. I often answer the door and go out wearing women's jeans, and anyone that wears them knows the main difference from the front.

From the rear, the shape and way women's jeans cup, support or highlight your ass n butt cheeks is so much better than men's jeans, they give your ass shape, tight coverage and look sexy as hell.

But from the front, do you know / can you tell at a glance if the person in front of you is wearing men's or women's jeans?

They both have pockets, zips n buttons - but the zip / button fastenings open from the opposite direction

Men's jeans have the opening, and flap covering the zip from the right, and women's from the left - don't believe me, have doubts - go check.

I love wearing women's jeans, not just because I am a crossdresser or that I want people to notice, but also because they look better and are much more comfortable to wear, I would always chose women's jeans if I have the option.

If you have a wife, girlfriend, significant other or even sister and are similar in size, go try them on - it doesn't make you gay, gurly, sissy, trans, a crossdresser or any combination - just try them and let me know in the comments how they feel, how they make you look and feel better and hotter (in a sexy way LOL).

The difference on Social Media of being gurly, trans, trap, mtf, CD etc compared with straight

 I was chilling with a friend recently, a straight male that is just a friend, not a FWB or anything else, just a good mate. 

As we were waiting for Netflix to load (in the end it didn't it stuck at 76% and would do no more, no matter what we tried!). Anyway, that isn't this story...

Whilst we were waiting he was scrolling through his Instagram, something I can't do as I was banned and my account removed for posting photos that showed a bulge in the front of my panties, no flesh just a bulge, which is I believe quite normal?

As he reached the end of his followed feed updates and heading into the 'suggested' one caught our attention, different reactions but for the same reason.

It was a picture that very, very clearly showed a woman lying down, with some fabric covering her breasts (not a lot) and that was it, naked all the way down to the very obvious clear camel toe of her pussy.

Obviously his reaction was wow, mine was more 'are they taking the piss'

We discussed, and he agreed that the standards applied to the various gender / sexuality posts on some social media, namely Facebook and Instagram, are totally unbalanced, this got worse when we looked at the rest of the pictures! A whole collection of camel toe pictures and video clips, you get even more if you search for #cameltoe - that is how difficult it would be for the moderators to check!

Anyway, later that night I set up a gmail account and created a new profile, as a straight male, and reported the photo.... outcome - not removed as we don't have time / resources to review all of the reported images. Now, I get this but do wonder how they had time to review and delete every post that I made that showed a panty bulge. I reported it again, same result... having looked today it has now been removed, but the account is still active with plenty more similar images and video clips, take a look yourself - account is Cameltoeville

Am I being overly angry and cynical, or does this yet again proof the gender / sexuality bias of Instagram?

chance to dress as a women, crossdressing heaven

I have really enjoyed this week,  I have had the opportunity- time and freedom, even though working I have had less video calls than usual so been able to be female all over, rather than just below the waist n putting bra, breadt forms and womens top on between calls.

I have enjoyed the feeling of being in womens clothes, loved the look and feel of having boobs - the way clothes are pushed out on my DD's as well as the weight n movement of the breasts themselves. It still makes me smile, just being dressed, even in plain simple leggings and t shirt, nothing fancy or sexy, just being in womens clothes. To put it simply, being in womens clothes is relaxing, its happiness, its just right!

I have varied what I have worn, from low rise jeans (these feel amazing, I would wear them all the time if I could, they are comfy, practical yet a little naughty n sexy too. Also mini skirts, a dress n yoga pants. Mixed in with various womens t shirts and tops.

And of course, as well as panties I have had bra's on, sometimes a matching set others just any bra that came to hand. Looking down, seeing the push of my DD's against the tops, the peaks that push out from my chest,  god I wish they were real n mine everyday. 

Oh, n I have worn stiletto heels most days too, on my feet for anything from 2 or 3 hours up to about 7 hours - bliss! Hearing them click on the wooden floor or outside on the patio slabs / concrete path when doing recycling or taking a break from sitting in front of a laptop. They should be compulsory for everyone that isn't an alpha male hehe, convert everyone tk gurliness. 

So, all in all been a wonderful week thatbi have enjoyed, felt myself and been happy. Lets hope I get more time next week to do the same.

And of course, I have taken pics that are on my twitter and other sited / pages - visit my Link Tree for all my genuine links. 

Buying worn panties, generic or pair specific?

 This may seem like a strange question, but hey - everyone that reads my blog knows I may be just a 'little' bit of a perverted anal slut lol

As you have hopefully seen on my twitter, Instagram, Onlyfans, Chaturbate, FanCentro or the latest site I am try - Justfor Fans (Don't worry about trying to save / remember all of these links - just use my Linktr.ee and it has everything all in one place!) I like to sell my worn, dirty and smelly, stained panties - thong, boyshort or bikini, as well as a picture DVD and all of my photos / video's in stand alone / bundle packs.

Anyway, my weird question - do you prefer, or not care, if the used panties are sold from one 'generic' picture, or for each pair to have an individual listing so that you can see what is on offer?

I am thinking of trying out making a Etsy store page, or maybe using Webnode? Or maybe shifting everything to Fansly or a similar adult site

Any thoughts, preferences or ideas always gladly welcomed as well as interest in buying my items, supporting me to buy more fem clothes and sex toys to play with, make content and live cam shows.

How biased and discrimanatory is social media

 No matter how much the social media platforms keep saying they are equal, support all genders, sexual preference and religions etc etc, fully behind LGBTQ / LGBTQ+, in practice its not.

I promised myself I wouldn't rant about the blatant preference and discrimination towards some gender types / sexual identifications.

Last week I tried to post 2 photos to my Instagram Account, and within seconds it was removed as it 'breached the guidlines on nudity and sexual content'.

Before i share the photo, bear i mind I have panties on, they are not sheer or seethrough in anyway, they are not so tight they clearly define and outline my boiclitty cock, which is not hard and obviously a cock. I do not promote any sexual activity, promotion or anything but myself.

I requested a review, which took several hours, and surprise surprise it was still removed for the Nudity and sexual content. I have appealed, but don't expect to get it even looked at (Instagram / Facebook say they get too many appeals to look at the all so just select a few to look at - totally fair system) as I am not a famous person or influencer with many thousands of followers. I am just me, trying to share and hopefully help others that are starting or on the journey of crossdressing, recognising that they are trans or coming out.

Going through my feed yesterday the following images popped up, they have been viewed by thousands, and have substantially more followers than me, but I am sure this has no bearing at all.

I am sure you can see, clearly see, why I am annoyed - very clear sexual content, very clear sexual organs in an aroused state and clear genitals, but both of these photos are OK - and this is a fair system?

Pardon my language, and tbh i am past caring if IG ban me again, but this is total bollocks. 

14/09/2021

Yet again Instagram, and Facebook, have shown their bias.

I logged into my IG account (www.instagram.com/lena_cdxd_bup) earlier today, and cleared my notifications,  messages and scrolled through my feed liking pictures etc, no trouble. Tried to log in again this afternoon to find that my account has been disabled, suspended and I can 'maybe' request a review in 24hours. No emails, no messages in fact no idea whatsoever as to what I have done wrong this time. Or is it just another gay persons account? There are photos of women posted all day every day that are far more revealing and sexual, barely hiding anything - tight/see through bra or bikini top, bikini or panties pulled into a tight camel toe.... leaning forwards showing full cleavage ... and more, all OK. But a gurly cd showing some bulge in her panties is to sexual and not allowed, really wtf!

Censorship at its best, in what is meant to be a country with freedom of speech and expression

 So, if you haveclicked on my IG link in any previous blog posts, tweets or any other format you will no doubt have noticed that it has been suspended, closed by the Instagram / Facebook police due to 'nude, suggestive or selling of sexual activities posts'

What did I do, I posted a picture in my underwear, it wasn't sheer, it wasn't to small to hide anything, it just showed my gurly bulge!

According to the reviewers it was pornographic content.

As many of you will have noticed, there are regularly thousands of pictures posted everyday on IG that barely cover a women's nipples let alone her entire boobs, or panties that are so small, so tight that a camel toes doesn't describe it, you can see the lips and often the clitoris poking into the material, nude shots of them sitting back to the camera or side on with arm across the boobs.

Yes these are ok, and don't get me started on the celeb pics - so what is different?

I am a gurly crossdresser, a gay guy in panties.... not a professional account, just me. 

I am infuriated that even when you appeal, they only select 'random' cases to review - how is it a fair and open system if they chose which appeals to even look at?

Don't get me wrong, I am all for protecting the youth, protecting innocent people and in fact everyone from exploitation and abuse. But that should surely mean that the protection applies to all, that everyone is treated equally and to the same standards, that is all I ask for, all i want, all i would hope for and expect.

Anyway, this rant was caused by seeing this picture on IG, been there this 2019, and by far not the worst

And yet, this pic of me was removed as to sexually graphic, not reinstated at review and appeal not actioned! And got my account banned.

Constant removal or posts from social media sites, yet others are allowed

 I said a few days ago on my IG and Twitter that I was going to post on here, to have a rant about the unfair, and seemingly targeted, removal of posts / blocking of posts on Instagram.

Yes, I get that they have updated their Terms of Use and Social responsibility policies, but it is getting stupid, and seems to be unfairly applied according to the gender / sexual group you associate with.

As you will know, I am a gay gurly crossdresser. As such I love lingerie, dressing in womens clothes, sex toys and cock - lots of toys n cock.

I recently posted a picture of my ass, and it was instantly blocked and removed as breaching the guidlines - it didn't even get posted for anyone to have reported it, so it is the IG censorship.

Yes, I can see why it 'could' appear as if I am naked, but is it offensive? Is it showing any of my shaved bits or butthole? No.

And, I am not naked, I am wearing a pair of red C String Panties, you just can't see them in this picture. And, if I had shown the panties I am certain it would have been removed anyway, as a lace c string doesn't hide much...... what do you think?

Yes, as a very gurly, very gay crossdresser I may be biased, but I have had several posts removed in the same way, I have asked for a review - no change and not ONE of them has been selected to be looked at on appeal (the way their system works is that a random selection of appeals are selected for review, not all, so it is pot luck if your appeal happens to be selected). 

And what makes me mad, makes me risk being banned by IG (again) is that there are many, many posts by women that are far more sexual, far more revealing and yet don't breach any regulations around content.

Below are a couple that I have taken screenshot's of from my feed, there are lots more to chose from, and please, please tell me if you think I am wrong - that certain groups are targeted and treated unfairly and with unequal controls and requirements.

Rant over, for now

Lena

 

                                        

Strange things that pop into a gurly mind overnight

Whilst laying in bed last night, or early this morning, i started thinking about something that i am sure will have occured to all gay, #gurly, #sissy or bi guys as well as many women.

What was it about you may ask? Well, #anal sex and always being prepared!

By prepared i don't mean having #lube available or condoms if you don't like #bareback. I mean in the cleaned out kinda way (being polite about it).

We are all, whether we like or indulge in #analsex or not, aware of what our wonderful tight back passages were intended for. And those of us that do like (or love) it up the #ass are aware that there are many options and suggested ways of preparing said passage to take a #cock and what we don't want to happen whilst being #fucked. I am sure there are lots of methods i have never seen or heard of, and that we all have our own preferred personal routine to prep for a session. Whether that's a self enema, using a douche or playing with #buttplug's and/or #dildo's or a combination of methods.

Personally, i have tried all if these on their own or a selection and it does depend on what i am planning or expecting,  time scales and other recent #anal action. In fact, i have even sat in a toilet, #lubed up my #butthole n fingers and basically fingered n semi fisted my #ass till it cleaned out, so that i could enjoy some unplanned #anal play n sex.

But, my question is - does anyone have a regular routine , that they are willing to share, that they do to ensure they are always ready to get their #ass fucked without any messy consequences (which i know can sometimes happen anyway) or rushed clear outs? If so, please comment here or #DM me on my twitter @Lena_cd if you want to remain anonymous and i will post it for you.

Great time at un-planned visit to ME1 Sauna (Rochester, Kent)

Any of you that follow my Twitter account will know that yesterday, Saturday 06th April, i went out to the pub with some friends for lunch, wearing a pair of my new thong panties from Dirty Bitch Clothing, you can follow them on Twitter too.

So yesterday i decided to wear the pair saying 'CREAMPIE ME', and knowing that made me feel very sexy all day.

Met up with friends, we had a great lunch, even though drinking coffee as i was driving. Several hours later (until yesterday i never knew that at Wetherspoons you get to refill your coffee cup as many times as you want to!) left to head home, but found myself driving past ME1 gay sauna, which wasn't on my quickest way home LOL.

Anyway, i headed inside knowing that i couldn't stay too long, and stripped in the locker room making sure that as many of the guys saw my ass in the black thong panties and the slogan on the front hehe.

I have never been at the weekend before, so it was busier than i have ever seen it over the years, and there were lots of hot guys (and cocks) wandering around.

I showered, and prepped my butthole with some lube, working it 4 fingers deep so that i was ready for action at any moment - despite not planning on going i was horny as hell and desperate to get me some cock & cum.

After a brief chill out in the steam room, watching the porn on the screens, i headed up to the themes zone, wandering around I found that they have added a 'dark sensory room' since my last visit.

As i walked through the curtain I felt a hand on my ass (which was freshly shaved and nice n smooth), which started stroking and groping my butt cheeks - now this was getting me fucking horny as hell which i guessed he realised as i pushed my ass back onto his hand and moaned when his finger tip brushed my wet hole.

Whilst he groped my ass, my hands wandered and found his growing cock under his towel, which got bigger as i stroked n squeezed it, before slipping my hand under the towel and getting a good grip of his hard throbbing shaft.

As i started to gently(ish) wank him i led him further into the room, dropping to my knees and taking him in my mouth, slurping n sucking his bellend as my lips pushed his foreskin back. He was a nice size, and i took him all into my throat as i gave him a wet, sloppy and noisy blowjob which soon got a few guys watching n standing around us stroking their cocks.

It didn't take long before he pulled out and blew his load into my mouth and face, tasting salty n yummy - boy did he twitch as i licked his bellend clean and swallowed as much of his cum as i could.

Without waiting i turned n saw a big long thick cock and another long decent cock - stroking each other off. I took the big one in my mouth first, as much as i could anyway as he was thick (helped by the cockring he had on) and wanked the 2nd guy, then swapped over - taking it i turns to suck n wank them off, with a 3rd (and maybe 4th i am not 100% sure) guy groping my ass n fingering my sloppy butthole. I was enjoying sucking them off and so were they by the noises, and as the 2nd guy blew his load into my throat with a load groan, i swallowed my 2nd load of the day. At this point i realised that there was a hard fuck going on somewhere behind me, hearing the balls slapping on ass cheeks with grunts n moans lol.

I needed to be fucked like that, so stood and looked at the guys around me and went across the building to another play room, laying over a padded round bench / table with my lubed ass high n spread - again enjoying the porn on the screens.

The guy with the big thick cock appeared behind me (thank god) and slid his wonderful cock into my ass, popping me open as i moaned load n happy.

I could tell he enjoyed the feel of my ass, as he slid balls deep into me, not just by the groan but he grabbed my hips n held me impaled on his throbbing manhood, not that i was going anywhere hehe.

As he started to pound, getting faster n faster, pulling n thrusting as he fucked me hard n fast i was moaning n groaning, begging him to fuck me n cum in me. I can safely say that this was the biggest white cock i have ever taken and i loved every minute, about 10 of them, as he fucked me hard n deep, every thrust slapping his balls on my shaved ass n sack, till with one last grab of my hips he spunked deep into my ass, and it felt amazing.

He pulled out, slapping my ass as a thanks, n as he moved off a 2nd guy moved into position, pressing his cock against my open n willing hole, although this time i could feel the condom on his dick.

With a wiggle of my ass he got the message that i wanted him, and he slammed into me. It was good, so good as he took over pounding my slutty fuck hole, grinding his dick into me and his shaved balls slapping against mine felt wonderful - i am shaved n like guys that are also shaved, the skin to skin contact is wonderful, but don't say no to any dick). I was soon moaning again, quite vocal as  i enjoyed the cock satisfying my needs.

After a few minutes i felt him swell n pulsate as his cum spurted into the condom, not wanting to waste a drop of the wonderful stuff i turned as he pulled out n tried to get hold of his cock so i could drink the cum n suck him clean but he moved off saying he needed to shower (i did wonder if i was the 1st guy he had fucked n he felt dirty maybe?).

Anyway, there was still 1 more guy wanting my ass, so i happily bent over again n felt him stroke my ass as he added a bit more lube to my hole, before slipping his cock into me (bareback) till his balls rested against me. he held me like that, and i did moan a bit as it felt so good, and then omg, he pulled out n proceeded to fuck me so hard the bench started to lift n bang and move as he thrust into me. He was rough, hard n fucked me silly and i was getting very noisy n loved it, god it was good, and wonderfully i knew i had more cum heading my way too.

He lasted longer than i thought he would, with the hard pounding he was giving me, but soon i again felt a cock swell n pulsate as he got ready to fill me with more cum, and he shot lots, at least 5 or 6 spurts that i could feel, and then fell against me, as exhausted n drained as i felt. With a kiss to my neck n a grope of my ass cheeks he pulled out and i got to suck his cock clean, the taste of his cock, my ass, his creamy cum n a bit of lube was amazing.

I realised i been there about an hour by now, n needed to leave, so headed back to the steam room - rather breathless but happy n holding 2 loads of cum in my belly n another 2 up my ass. After a few mins i showered the sweat off of, dressed in my cheeky panties n wet open butthole as i bent right over to put them so anyone that looked could see my used hole, before dressing and heading home.

yesterday was a wonderful day lol

Hope your's was too, Lena x

Naughty on a work night

Is it so wrong that it is midnight, on a work night, and i am sitting browsing twitter vids n horny as fuck, stroking my self through my frilly panties wanting something big n hard up my ass - cock would be great but anything will do right now!

So now, what do i do - do i get up n get something that i can lube up n slide into my ass, give myself a bit of a ride n satisfy that pulsating need in my butthole?

Do i just lay here n stroke / jerk myself off?

Or be a good gurly, lay down n go to sleep?

Of course, if i go for option 3 there is no guarantee that i will be able to forget, or at the very least control, the lustful urges n drift of to sleep - no doubt with a dirty dream to follow.

Any help?

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A trip to the sauna really can be a lot of fun

I recently took a trip to my local sauna, to be exact - my local Gay friendly sauna - ME1 in Rochester, and it was so much fun!

As i promised on my twitter feed, I am going to share that wonderful experience with you all now.

Brief summary - feeling horny (shocker) so decided to take a quick afternoon trip to the sauna, see what guys were there and what fun i could have. And boy did i get some fun. From a variety of guys i ended up taking 8 cum shots in less than 2 hours. Swallowed 2 loads, 1 facial, 1 over my back and 4 guys nutted in my ass - and god it was glorious.

Arrived, and welcomed by the ever friendly staff, even when 'new' to the sauna scene and making my 1st few visits, they always make it relaxing and fun, no pressure or judging at all - no matter how noisy you get whilst getting your ass ploughed by hot guys lol.

So, stripped of in the locker room - wish they allowed camera's as i felt like posing in my skimpy g string panties as soon as i was down to just them. Anyway, left the locker room with towel around my waist, compulsory in this area n lounge as can be seen from doorway. But, as soon as i was in the sauna proper  off it came an i walked round wiggling my freshly shaved ass n bits.

To get myself fully relaxed n ready 4 action i headed downstairs to the steam room, left my towel outside, grabbing a free lube, and headed in. There were already 2 guys in there, 1 on his back watching the porn screens, and as i became accustomed to the room i could hear him slowly wanking n moaning, which soon had me stroking my smooth ball bag n licking my lips. Needless to say i was over by his side in less than 2 mins, replacing his hand with mine on his big curved dick, and soon after my mouth was sliding round his bellend n taking his shaft into my cheeks. He smelt and tasted wonderful, and i loved the feel as i started to suck him further & deeper into my throat, slurping and sucking up n down, running tongue n teeth over every bit of his solid cock. I am guessing he liked it as he pulled my head off, moaning 'Oh god' before sitting up, allowing me to kneel, as a gurly should, n worship his cock. Happy to oblige i was soon slurping n moaning with lust, as i deep throated him, feeling him getting harder n his hands on my head pulling me into him. At this point the other guy started to stroke n finger my ass, fine by me, and i continued to blow the guy until with one deep thrust he spurted down my throat - superb start, i was so glad i decided to visit.

It was now the 2nd guys turn, but he said he was too hot n we headed out to the showers, which are open plan group showers. 2 Guys were already in there washing off, but that wasn't going to put me off. As soon as we were into the water i was on my knee's again sucking him off, and he tasted good too - and was super horny. It can only have been 2 or 3 mins max and he pulled out of my mouth, n said he wanted to give me a facial - so i knelt, head up n mouth open as he jerked himself to climax with a few strokes, and spunked all over my face - 2 loads of cum already hehe.

i wandered round, stopped in one of the upper floor play rooms and watched as 2 guys wanked off, and offered to help - sucking one guy till he groaned, said he wasn't ready to cum yet and i was gonna suck him dry, so he moved off to relax.

Time to rest my mouth, n knees lol, so i headed 1st to the sauna, then chilled off in the jacuzi, before i grabbed my towel n hit the lounge for a coffee.

Rest over i headed back upstairs, fresh lube pouch in hand. Back in the playrooms i sat down on a sofa next to a guy that was enjoying the porn, n his hand soon left his dick n stroked my leg, tickling my balls n getting me randy as fuck - i am a sucker for hard cock (pardon the pun). Surprisingly i was soon on my knee's again sucking him off n wanted more as his moaning got louder n faster, standing n turning to offer him my lubed hole at eye level - asking if he wanted to fuck me now, then sat in his lap n wiggled on his cock. This seemed to do the trick as his cock was soon probing my hole, as i sat on his bare cock balls deep in one move, that made us both groan lol. I was enjoying riding him, and it felt great, but he wanted to control and get deeper, so i stood off of him and learnt over the waist high padded table, ass cheeks spread n begging for his cock. He was soon back in me, and pounded me hard, thrusting into me as i took on the vocal role of a whore hehe, begging him to fuck me harder n cum deep in my ass, which he promptly obliged by shooting his load deep into me. Being a good gurly i surprised him buy turning and sucking his cock clean from my ass n his cum.

doing good so far, and i was happy as a slut in a cock house lol as i moved to the next door playroom.

Again, couple of guys fondling each other n enjoying the free porn, so i joined n started to stroke them both, which was welcomed - they may have been watching n knew i was the noisy cock hungry slut, but as if i cared!

Soon changed to me kneeling, surprise surprise, with one guy in my mouth n my ass high n wide in the air - begging for cock. 2nd guy was getting stroked off by the guy i was sucking, n he reached over n started to finger my soggy hole. i was loving the attention n cock, even more so when i felt a 2nd hand start to stroke my ass cheeks, slap me and then take over the fingering - with 2 fingers now up my ass. I was slurping, moaning n loving it all, getting vocal n noisy again, and then i felt that wonderful sensation - the tip of a hard cock against my butthole - and instantly pushed back wanting him inside me, and happily he was game n slipped it in, popping his tip inside before easing his thick cock into me balls deep, n started to fuck me.

the guy i was sucking off seemed to like me moaning round his cock and moving back n forth as i was spit roasted, till the guy behind pulled out. Initially i was sad, and empty, till i felt what i thought was his cock at my hole again. But it wasn't him, OMG it wasn't him - this guy felt fucking huge, and a quick look over my shoulder confirmed it was a BBC taking my white ass - yummy! He eased in, obviously a bit concerned that his big fat long cock would hurt or be to much, till he had opened me up with his monster bellend and felt how wet i was - so to my delight he grabbed my hips n gave me a good fucking, slamming into my again, n again, n again - by now i was in heaven, cock in my mouth n 2 guys tag teaming my ass, who wouldn't be happy. What i wasn't aware of then was a 3rd guy standing back watching, till the black buy pulled out n called him over for a go. My ass was sloppy as hell by now, and i was moaning, groaning n making a LOT of noise as i got fucked, as teh 3 guys took it in turns to ravish my ass, to plunder my backdoor n abuse my ring - or, make me very happy haha.

To soon, the 1st guy groaned n asked where i wanted his cum - can u guess? yep, deep in my ass was my desire - n so load number 2 shot into my anal passage. This was 2 much for the guy i was blowing as he stood n groaned he wanted to shoot over my back - which he promptly did as the black guy took his turn to fuck me and then blow his huge load into my ass, pulling out n teh 3rd guy slammed in n shot almost instantly.

I have to admit, i wanted to suck them clean but i collapsed forwards n just panted, showing what i can only imagine to be a gaping creamy butthole to one n all.

When i got my breathe back they had gone, n i stood n sat on the sofa, sticking to it with my cum covered back (oops). As i sat there i could feel the gloopy mixed up 4 loads of cum start to leak, so scooped n licked my fingers - swallowing every drop that came out.

Satisfied n happy i headed down to the showers, dressed n headed home - 1 very happy n cum filled slut - although g string panties with no panty liner don't catch much post fuck lube and/or cum lol.

It was a great couple of hours, soon to be repeated i hope n recommended for all to try.

Gurly crossdresser tuckback in panties

As a gurly crossdresser, you may have noticed LOL, i am trying to perfect the art of a tuckback - which at times is difficult, not just because of my gurly boi clitty (cock to you) but because thong panties aren't always the best to hold it back n down and they are my favourite and most commonly worn style of panties.

Anyway, i do have a few pairs of lace boyshorts, some victoria secrets boyshorts n tight thongs, and i am getting better n better at it.

In simple terms, i am trying to just tuck n hold without any tape etc, although i do intend getting more practice at taping my cock back. So, i pull my sack n cock back between my legs, pull up the panties n position them over my tucked cock, estimating where i need my bits to be in the panties once pulled up, with a bit of pull n tighten room. Then one handed hold the panties to my dick and with the other pull up the panties, tight n high up my ass then the front to secure my tuckback.

this gives a smooth, cock bulge, free front - perfect for tight skirts or leggings, and i have to admit it does feel rather good tucked n tightly held, it feels very very sexy hehe.

i am getting much better, making my gurly cock semi hard helps as it gives more to pull back, but what i do need to master is popping my testicles back up into their canals, like before they dropped - any tips n hints on how to do this easily would be great!

i have also added a pair of 'camel toe' gaff thong panties to y amazon wishlist, if you want to treat me - or to a Victoria Secrets gift card / panties (and bra's in 34 or 36DD hehe)

Fun at the Gay Sauna, had myself some big black cock

Well, after a few weeks of frustrating lack of any sexual release, from wanking myself off, playing on cam for you sexy guyz n gurlz - other than a few quick chill out shows on Chaturbate - or visits to my local Gay Sauna - ME1 in Rochester, I have finally managed to get the time & opportunity to visit the sauna, and boy was it worth it.

I spent a couple of hours there late this afternoon, and they were fun filled hours - I sucked 6 cocks, swallowed 3 loads and took 2 in the ass, bareback style of course. Oh, and I got rimmed too.

I will get to the 2 black guys, with their gorgeous big black cocks, in a bit..... but first

When I got there, I showered n lubed up my butthole - getting it ready for some action (or at least I hoped to get some action!)

1st guy, in the steam room n he followed me in and started to stroke my leg, then my cock, running his hands over my shaved balls n tops of my legs. I started to stroke his cock, and soon he was nice n hard with a bulbous bellend that had a very big ridge. He knelt, sucking me off as I sat on the bench and it felt great as I fingered my ass. A few minutes in I wanted his cock, to taste him n feel him twitch in my mouth, so I moved him off and knelt in front of him, stroking his balls as I sucked him deep, he wasn't huge so deepthroat was nice n easy. I couldn't take it for long, I wanted to be fucked, I NEEDED to be fucked, he was hot in the steam so we moved to one of the private booths, wity the door closed at his request not mine - I wanted my ass open to any other guys to join in lol. I continued to suck him off to keep him hard, before kneeling n spreading my cheeks for his cock. he popped his bellend in and oh yes it made me moan out loud, getting louder as he pounded me. After bout 10 mins he stopped, n I sucked him clean, but he didn't cum yet, he wanted more n to spend more time at the sauna b4 he shot his load.

So I went on the cock hunt lol, and soon had another guy in the sauna room, in my mouth. Giving him a deep sucking till he shot his sweet salty load down my throat.

Time for the next, I went up to the top floor and laid on one of the circular benches / tables (all padded) n watched the porn as I fingered my ass. Soon had a guy come round n stick his big uncut cock into my face and as I opened up he thrust in and face fucked me, before moving round behind me and spreading my legs started to stroke his fingers down my ass crack and tease my butthole, making me twitch as I needed to be fucked again. But he had other idea's, as I found out when his tongue touched my hole, making me moan n buck my hips into his face. He gave my ass a great rimming I have to say.

At this point a black guy came round and was watching, n as I reached out my hand he moved closer so I could stroke his cock, making him drop his towel and let me see his #bbc, his gorgeous big black uncut cock/ I merrily sucked away and he then fucked my face, making me gag n slurp all over his member. I soon begged him to fuck me, and he promised he would in a few minutes as he walked off leaving me gagging for more.

With a few mins to spare I sat on a sofa n waited, stroking to the porn, and keeping myself amused by sucking off another guy quickly as he watched me - pulling him into my mouth n wanking / sucking till he exploded, quite noisily lol.

Just finished licking my lips as my black cock returned, and I was very quickly laying on the table, on my side as he fingered my ass, then slipped his cock in - gently at first, seeing how I reacted to his thick shaft - soon commenting 'man u want this cock don't you' - maybe as I was pushing my ass back onto him, trying to get more cock inside me as I moaned, n moaned, n moaned lol. We switched up so I was laying back on my front, him one leg up and in he pushed, sliding balls deep much to my satisfaction, bareback cock is sooo good. He then built up speed, slapping into me and god it felt amazing, but he wanted better purchase as we kept slipping. I, very happily, dropped to my knees on the floor and leaning forward gave him my ass, and he gave me a good hard fuck, slamming his dick in n out as his balls slapped me, before unloading up my ass with an almighty groan. At which point I sucked him clean again too, luv Ass to Mouth, especially if the guy has cum in me too.

So, whilst still on my knees another black guy joined in, and I happily bent over again as he wanted my ass. This guy was even bigger, thicker and longer, with an uncut bellend. he pushed his tip in and I knew it was going to be good as I stretched open a bit more, and moaned like a cock happy slut (which I was / am LOL). Before long, literally a few strokes in and he was doing the rifleman, pounding my horny ass, slamming his balls into me with every thrust, as I pushed back to make sure I got all of him, then he moved again, up on both feet as he fucked me senseless, OMG I was noisy and luving it. He was pounding so hard my gurly boi-clit, shaved cock hehe, and balls were slapping back n forth with a lovely sound. he gave me a good hard n long ride, pounding me into another world, saying how much I loved n wanted his cock as I pushed back onto him and what a great ass I had, what an amazing fuck I was (sounds good to me!). But, he had to blow eventually n he even asked where I wanted it, to which I said 'you choose, anywhere is fine by me - like right where u r now' so he did. He pulled on my hips, getting every bit of his big thick cock inside me and then pulsated n exploded his creamy load nto me as he grunted n moaned, thrusting again n again as he emptied his balls deep, deep inside my ass - and I loved every squirt. When he relaxed n pulled out, I enjoyed the look on his face and moan as I took his cock into my mouth n sucked / licked him clean (and hard again to lol). Of he went, a happy man.

I moved to the Jacuzzi to relax, and here sucked my last guy off, enjoying the bubbles as he squirted a load into my throat.

All in all a very fun n enjoyable afternoon - leaving me wanting more, and forgetting to ask if they rent out the sauna for an hour or so (before or after opening) to take some pics of me dressed, playing with toys n hopefully a guy or 2... fucking my ass n mouth n filling / covering me in cum.

Unexpected sex can be so much fun ...

If you joined me on my Chaturbate cam show earlier today, you will know I was talking about my very wet, lubed up and fucked butthole after a casual encounter in a local public toilet!

My day started normally. got up n slobbed around a bit in leggings n t shirt till I showered, shaved my bits n popped in a buttplug. Slipped on a pair of red lacy thong panties, and then boring man clothes over the top.

After this, headed out to town to get a few bits I needed.

Whilst out I slowly felt my metal jewelled buttplug start to slip around and new that my ass was self lubing with some tasty buttjuice. I was going to ignore it till got home, enjoying the sensations as it slipped around inside me and in / out a bit too, but decided I could do with a pee as well.

So, headed off to a set of public toilets in the shopping centre, at about 12.30-13.00. Paid my 20p and went to a cubicle planning on having my pee whilst I pulled out my buttplug n wiped a bit of juice off.

Well, I love the smell of cock when released from underwear, even my own, and added to this the scent of my hot butthole juice as I pulled the plug out just got me very very aroused.

So much so that I sucked my butt juice off the plug, and feeling even hornier couldn't resist a little buttplug fuck of my ass hole, which was already sloppy n wet and starting to gape a bit hehe.

i happily slammed it in & out of my ass for a bit, trying hard not to moan like a slutty whore, much as i wanted too. I was so engrossed i didn't notice that the urinals / sinks outside the cubicles had gone quiet and emptied out of people, except one guy who quietly knocked on my cubicle door, asking if Iwanted a hand, or something hard, to help me get off!

Well, not one to turn a gift cock away I opened the door n let in a fairly hot guy, prob early to mid 30's.

He pushed me back and shut the door beind him, looking over me - panties down by my knees and a buttplug in my ass, and wasted no time in unzipping his jeans and dropping them to the floor, kicking them off without a care. I could see his big hard cock bulging in his tight shorts, and made him moan as I ran my hand along his shaft from balls to bellend, before opening the top and breathing in his hot cock scent - and that was it, i had to have him - in my mouth and arse.

It was about 15 seconds later that i was kneeling, pulling down his shorts n catching is bobbing stiffy in my mouth, slobbering all over him as i sucked him in deep, running my tongue all over him as I savoured his manly flavour. I could only stand this for a couple of mins at most, i wanted him in my arse.

I stood, turned and pulled my plug out as i bent over the toilet bowl, hoping he would plunge right in - but he was a careful, and prepared guy, and reached for his jeans to get a condom (saying sorry as he rolled it down his shaft) and a small tube of lube!

Well, needless to say he lubed n plunged right in, pushing his red bellend into my semi open and wet hole, enjoying it as much as me (i hope) as he popped the head in, held it before slowly pushing into me. This made me hornier than ever, and i wanted him hard deep n rough by now, and he soon obliged, proceeding to bang balls deep into me, and god i had to bite down not to let out lustfilled groans n moans. He was still listening out for others, and slowed his pace whenever the outer door opended to let someone in- they may have wanted to watch or join in, but could have told on us too as this wasn't a normal cruisy toilet pickup n sex area.

This went on for what seemed like ages, but was probably 20 mins or so, and the slowing down added to my lust and excitement as well as the intense pleasure i was getting. But too soon for my liking, his balls swelled and he thrust deep in and held it there as he unloaded, sadly into a condom not my ass.

Not being one to waste cum, once he pulled out i turned, on wobbly legs, and pulled the condom off, holding it into my mouth with one hand to suck the cum out whilst stroking his cock with the other. Once i had drained the condom, i leant down and sucked n licked his cock clean of any cum dribbles.

After that he smiled, said thanks, grabbed his jeans and left me there, door open with my panties down by my ankles. Hoping for more i left the door open as i put my plug back in my butthole, pulled my panties up n then my jeans slowly. But no futher takers or interest.

After that i finished my shopping n came home, going on cam n showing my dripping, obviously used n abused lube filled butthole to the viewers.

Not just the sex toys, the all important lube must be reviewed as well!

I have started writing reviews of some of my sex toys, and how much fun they are / I have had with them. But to enjoy them to their fullest, after all they are pretty much all anal toys, you must have lube.

So my first lube review, is of the amazing, slippery and great feeling ID Glide from @IDLube.

They do a wide range of lube's, from the water based Glide, through flavoured lubes and onto the top of the range silicone lubes.

So far I have tried the Glide, and loved it, as well as a couple of sample pouches of their flavoured lubes.

Oh my god, the glide certainly lives up to its name. It comes in various pack sizes, and is very cost effective - it may appear expensive but you don't need much for a long lasting slippery ride - as I found out.

It is easy to use, simple and quick to apply and long lasting, and if it does start to dry simply re-activate it with a bit of water (and YES this can be spit, it doesn't have to be tap water). As it is water based, safe to use with all of your rubber / silicone toys and condoms.

Even though very slippery, and reacts with water, it is still easy to wipe up and clean away - I even used a couple of baby wipes to clean my butt cheeks and toys, as well as my butthole.

As to the ride, it is slippery, smooth and enjoyable - makes it easy to take and enjoy toys of various sizes. For any of you that have watched my shows / viewed my video's or pictures on YouKandy or Chaturbate, you will have witnessed that with a small amount of this lube, and very little preparation and practice time, I can take my ass destroying monster dildo into my butthole - so far I have worked nearly half of it up my ass, leaving me stretched, gaped and happy - slippery and open, without any pain or discomfort during or after the show.

So would I recommend it, most definitely yes - it is a wonderful lube, and when I need to re-stock I will be heading to my favourite adult store, Vibez Adult Boutique, to buy a big 5L bottle of the wonderful stuff!

Rating - 10 / 10