Even a boring men's t shirt can look amazing with a bra & boobs underneath

 As my followers will know, I am very much a gay crossdresser, you only have to look at my free Twitter, let alone my OnlyFans or new ManyVids profiles to find that out LOL

I have been a fulltime panties wearer for over 25 years now, and every chance I get I am in a bra + DD breast forms, and women's clothes from skirts, jeans, dresses or leggings. And maybe in tights, thigh high hold ups or stockings.

But, on this day, my point is that even though I had to be in a boring mens top (work video calls), with careful camera and sitting angles I could still have a bra & DD breasts underneath, still feel gurly and fem. And, if I am honest I was quite surprised how good it looked, what do you think?

How are my little gurly tiddies doing? update (03 Nov 2022) & advice please!

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Nuke Nutrition - Femme Boost. Breast growth / enlargement supplements for girls, guys, trans and everyone else too (Product Review) - updated 08/05/2022

 So, I started a new brand of breast enlargement supplements on Saturday 11/09/2021, Nuke Nutrition - purchased from eBay at a great price, and with multi buy discounts too

The description matched what I was looking for, with good feedback and reviews. So, I ordered 2 packets, so 120 tablets - 1 per day, giving me 4 months to add on to the 2 I have already completed on Femme Enhance (see previous review). And they are manufactured in the UK, not of interest to me as I love my 'meat' to much but suitable for Vegans too.

I have completed my 1st week, all feeling good, with some puffy little tiddies, I am guessing (and in fact hoping) they are like a teenage girls as she goes through puberty into womanhood - that is what I after all, even if a bit later in life and I have a boiclitty n balls in my panties

w/e 24th September 2021

End of 2nd week of taking this supplement. No obvious side effects, not feeling ill, strange, sick, dizzy etc or any of the usual listed side effects.

In myself, I feel good, I feel relaxed and settled - which is always good, although I know I need to get back into my exercise regime - squats, leg thrusts etc as well as step and the old chest improving exercises (I must, I must, improve my bust hehe).

Physically, waist n hips seem to be the same, ratio hasn't changed although, as I have said, not really been exercising much for last couple of months and really need to get back into it. 

Looking down, I have defined puffy little tiddies, that I am hoping will firm up and grow, they look and feel amazing, sensitive and so gurly.

01/10/2021

Been taking these a couple of weeks now, my little tiddies are puffy n bouncy, they jiggle around when I prod them or shake / jump around and I am addicted to the feeling and watching them lol. According to measurements no real difference, although I think I may change from inches to cm & mm as that may be easier to detect the small changes. Anyway, feeling great, feeling gurly n hoping they grow, I get a curvy figure n less body hair would be good to.

09/10/2021

I have decided to move these updates to Saturday, makes it easier for me to measure and update you wonderful people.

This week, I can clearly see a more puffy, pronounced breast shape - not saying I have sprouted tits, I should be so lucky! But little tiddie buds lol puffy, soft to the touch and the best bit - they jiggle n wobble, if not bounce, as i shake them- couldn't stop smiling at something so simple!

16/10/2021

Another good week, loving looking at my little tiddy buds. I have shaved the chest hair off of them - hoping that the body hair starts to lessen as i take more of these supplements, but they look so puffy n little gurly - happy

23/10/2021

I think I may have missed a day this week, just found a tablet in my pocket - so gonna have 2 today to make up for it! I have changed the way I measure, well the units - to cm/mm as easier to identify small changes - like the fact that I think my boobie cup measurement has gone up by 2mm this week.

Anyway, feeling good, feeling gurly and having fun

06/11/2021

Not sure what happened to last weeks update, can't have saved it!

Anyways, feeling great, loving that my puffy little tiddies are definitely looking more defined, and soooo sensitive. Last week, and again this week, changing to measuring in mm/cm rather than inches has made it better, and over both weeks I can see a week on week growth of my boobie cup, it may only be in mm, but it is still gurly growth!

13/11/2021

I have opened my2nd packet now, still taking one tablet a day. Feel great, and my puffy little tiddies are slowly growing, and i am hoping i will soon start getting a curvy hip/waist and lost some body hair - fingers crossed. Measurements do suggest I am slowly growing tits, natural tits!

2022

Have to firstly apologies for not posting any updates since November 2021. Could say too busy, Christmas.. blah blah... but, yes I have been busy but still should have posted.

I have finished my first 2 packs, and ordered 4 more, so enough to take me through for a full year on these supplements from Nuke Nutrition.

No problems, I feel great and personally I can see that my little tiddies are clearly defined and poking out, with perky little nipples that are 100% more sensitive than ever before. I love it. Need to check my measurements and see if the sizes show any small changes too

May 2022

I keep forgetting to update this, and i have also not been measuring my little tiddies.

But, I can clearly see that I know HAVE small tiddies, that are soft and squidgy, wobble n bounce and i love them. I want bigger tits! I promise to pose an update, with measurements and a photo very soon, Lena xxx

I realise I haven't posted an update on here about these breast growth pills, so sorry and I will - or start a new thread about how my little tiddies are growing. They look like they are, but I haven't measured them in months... so, we will all see together

Lena xxxxx

how old are your panties?

 I have recently realised that many of the pairs of undies in my rather full panties drawer have been around for several years.

Made me start to think.

Am I holding on to them for too long? Should I be binning them more often?

Or, do most people havbe at least some of their panties that are starting to fray, to lose shape, holes starting to appear in the lace?

How old are you panties?

Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement, for Women and for Men (Product Review) Updated 11/09/2021

 I have been doing exercises to try and tone up my ass, give me a curved waist / hipline and to hopefully grown some boobs, get myself some gurly mtf tiddies!

I have also been looking at several supplements that are meant to help, and have been reading the product reviews and descriptions repeatedly for months now. So, last week I took the plunge, added a new one to my Amazon Wishlist (Qty 5+) and ordered a pack before I could change my mind. This is the Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement. 

They arrived quickly, in fact on the first day of the delivery window advised when I ordered, in plain packaging that didn't give any hint / idea of what was inside - so as far as speed and discretion go - 10/10.

Having read the information on the product page, and then the slips in the pack, I took 4 measurements, as a starting guide - Hip, Waist, Bust (under boob area) and Cup (across nipples), and took my first pill. Obviously it's a bit early to expect any changes as I am only on day 2, but I will be taking measurements every week and will update / post new blogs as I go.

It is also worth noting, and only fair, that the instructions do say that some people (I am guessing more men that want to grow boobs from basically nothing) may need to take 2 a day (normal does is 1) and it may require 2 packs (60 days at 1/day or 30 at 2/day) to see noticeable changes.

Initial views, product and description match, well packaged and discrete packaging. Instructions are clear and the pills are easy to take, no adverse effects or anything to report so far.

Lets hope I get some tiddies to share and play with.

24/07/2021 - Update

Week One has ended, so time for an update.

I am going to start off with an excerpt from an email I sent to the vendor, as due to Amazon's rule that you can't leave a review unless £40+ has been spent on your account in the previous 12 months - not sure what the amount spent has to do with being able to give an honest review, but I am sure Amazon knows best!

Anyway, I sent them a link to my first post, and this is from their wonderful reply:

What prevents you from increasing your dosage to the higher level of 2 or sometimes even 3 pills per day is the possibility of premenstrual type symptoms.

Since phytoestrogens are similar to estrogens, it is entirely possible that when you take these pills you may feel at higher dosages PMT like effects - bloating slight headache etc.

If you do not experience these, then you can increase your dosage without problems and results happen even faster.

The thing to do is experiment. I am sure that you will succeed however.

So pleased that they replied.

Anyway, I have had no side effects that I have noticed, happily continuing to take the whole supply, and hopefully more after that too. I am so glad I have decided to try, and if needs be hopefully give me the confidence to go on and get hormone therapy, and grow a gurly body - shapely, curved, hairless n with boobs!

As to my measurements, nothing has changed so far, hips, waist bust n boobs the same, but it has only been 7 days.

Here's to another 7 days and another update 

30/07/2021

So, end of the 2nd week of taking these supplements. I have to say, still easy to do and no problems.

As to any changes, the important bit.

Visually, when I look down at my chest my little tiddies do look slightly bigger, a bit puffy and poking out a bit more, squidgy or squishy may be a better way if describing it. Not a huge change, certainly not a cup size change, but they look better and more pronounced to me, still too much hair on my chest though! And, my nipples are definitely more sensitive. Previously rubbing, touching, pinching etc had no effect. I didn't feel any sensation and they didn't harden. Whereas  now I do feel sensations n get excited and aroused when playing with them and they harden n poke out more - and I love it! 

My measurements (that yes I know I still need to share). Hips and waist no change, but a slight change in my chest (under tiddies) and across my tiddies for the cup size. Only about 0.1-0.2" but still a change, hopefully next week its the same or more!

06/08/2021

Apologies, I forgot to post an update on Friday, for the end of week 3. Still feel ok, no problems with the tablets at all. Looking at myself, I think I can see more definition in my little, well tiny, tiddies. They look to have a slightly more defined shape, a squishy roundness and definitely sensitive nipples! Oh my are they getting more fun. They get hard to the touch, and make me feel sooo good. I have even noticed myself getting a nipple on, pokies, from friction between my top n flesh, I am really, really enjoying that I can tell you. 

As to size, again slight changes in my under boob and cup measurements and this week in my hips too. Now, I am not getting excited, even though this is the second week I have seen changes in chest measurements, this could just be me not doing it in the same place/way so u am going to try to be more observant of this as I measuee from now on, maybe look in the mirror to try and match week on week. 

And, as a sign of my happiness at the possible changes, even though it may be me, I have ordered my 2nd box, so will be going into 1 2nd month and beyond, if some of my fans /followers feel nice maybe they could buy me some or donate and I will up the dose to 2 tablets a day and see if that speeds up the changes, I really hope so. The way I feel today, I would gladly and happily take estrogen hrt or a 'transformation' pill to get a curvier waist n hips and bigger boobs x

One question I do have, and tbh I haven't checked if they are meant to - not seen any changes in chest/nody hair yet x

13/08/2021

So, week 4 - My 2nd order has arrived already, so I have enough pills for another 30 days (at 1 per day), unless I increase the dose to see if my tiddies grow quicker.

Visually, they are puffy and look more defined, with nice sensitive nipples. I have found myself massaging (or fondling) my little tiddy bumps and it feels very good, before starting these pills I had never been one for playing with my nipples, or having them played with - I didn't mind but they just didn't react in anyway. I like it now! Hopefully it may help them grow too.

Measurement wise, just a small change in the hip / waist ratio, not enough to give me womanly curves but I can dream. Tiddies wise, again slight changes but I am happy and want to keep trying.

More next week!

20/08/2021 - week 5 update

I am not sure what I can say, other than that I am fine and my little tiddies are clearly more defined and puffy, very sensitive and soft to the touch - which made it difficult to measure, I need to pracive NOT squishing my tiddies to try and get a true guide as to size and growth. 

No side effects, just me feeling good and hoping that my boobs grow!

27/08/2021

Another week has gone by, and if I am being honest I would say that my tiddies look puffier and rounder, more defined and easily show as little tiddies, and I am proud of them. I also feel gurlier in myself, whether that is just wishful dreaming who knows, but I am happy with it.

As to measurements, hips and waist are the same, but there are slight changed to my bust n cup size. Across my very sensitive puffy nipples I appear to have grown, only by about 0.2" but it looks like growth, and I am sooo happy. Obviously I am going to keep taking the pills, and am now seriously considering taking 2 per day to see if I get a faster reaction n change to them x x 

04/09/2021

Gonna start this week's update with the usual feelings, looks etc and then add a 2nd bit.

So, my tiny little tiddies are soft, puffy and appear rounder, and the sensitivity of my nipples has increased again, god it's so wonderful hehe.

I have started to massage (well play) with my tiddies at least once everyday, i Know - such hardship hehe. 

As to measurements, my hip/waist ratio seems to be improving, only small changes but if it continues it will give me a wider hip and curvier waist profile, and what gurly doesn't want that!

Tiddies, it may just be the way i am measuring but again looks like a small increase in both my bust (under boob) and cup (across my nipples) measurements. So all good.

But, as I only have 1 strip of 10 pills left, I went to order some more, only to find that they are no longer available. I looked in a couple of places but couldn't find the same ones (unless I wanted to pay £50 for 30 tablets that is from a 3rd party seller not the original so no guarantee they are actually the same).

I will keep looking, but so I don't run out and maybe lose any hormone balance changes that I may have achieved, I have also ordered another brand - So once I start them I will start a new blog - only fair on them both. But, if i can get more of these going forward, I will.

06/09/2021 - Update

I haven't been able to get any more of these tablets, and they are still showing as no confirmed date of restock/availability.

So, I have looked around and ordered another type, made in the UK with good reviews, and a great price /offer.

As to my Femme Enhance, I have enough left to double up this week, so 2 tablets per day, and end them on Friday- day of my next measurement and tiddie check.

I will then start the new ones from Saturday, and a new review/blog update post.

11/09/2021 - Update

So today i took my last Femme Enhance Pill, I have looked on Amazon and a few other sites, but still none available unless I want to pay way to much (£30-£50 for 30 tablets).

Anyway, looking in the mirror and down at my chest, I am convinced my little tiddies are more defined, rounder and plumper than before i started these tablets, and without any doubt my nipples are more sensitive than ever.

Measured myself, small changes but the right kind, and still no side effects.

I will post a table of my measurements for you all to see, and comment on if you desire too

Lena x

what is so difficult to understand!!!

I quite happily admit that I am a gurly crossdresser, a cock loving bottom. I am an anal slut, cock loving, fuck my ass n mouth, cum swallowing whore at times. I am prone to taking very large things in my ass, stretching & pushing my limits, wanting to train my mind n butthole to accept more n more, deeper and wider. On top of this I like to take pictures and video clips as well as do live cam shows, so a bit of an exhibitionist (outdoor's fun is fine with me too). 

But nowhere, not on my Twitter, my Instagram, my Onlyfans, my website or here on my blog... no where does it say I am  sissy or a slave, 9n fact it says I am NOT one. So why, oh why, do I keep getting messages from ppl wanting me as their siaay slave - is reading beyond their basic abilities, or just unable to comprehend that a gurly CD cock slut isn't the same as a sissy / sissy slave.

Naughty on a work night

Is it so wrong that it is midnight, on a work night, and i am sitting browsing twitter vids n horny as fuck, stroking my self through my frilly panties wanting something big n hard up my ass - cock would be great but anything will do right now!

So now, what do i do - do i get up n get something that i can lube up n slide into my ass, give myself a bit of a ride n satisfy that pulsating need in my butthole?

Do i just lay here n stroke / jerk myself off?

Or be a good gurly, lay down n go to sleep?

Of course, if i go for option 3 there is no guarantee that i will be able to forget, or at the very least control, the lustful urges n drift of to sleep - no doubt with a dirty dream to follow.

Any help?

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Satisfying the aching feeling when you need something BIG inside your ass

Today started like any other Saturday, after getting up - shaving my cock, balls, top of legs n my ass, then panties on & get dressed for the day.

It wasn't till about 10am that i started to get horny, to feek my butthole pulsate with lust. And it just got worse! I blame some of the pictures and video's on twitter lol

So, one of my metal jewelled buttplugs went into my ass, and seemed to satisfy my needs. Walking around feeling it pull on my ring, and then get pushed deeper if i sat down.

This seemed to be what i needed, for a few hours.

Early afternoon i wanted more, and this feeling just got worse and my lustful thoughts dirtier.

I started by fisting my own ass, with a fist of fury dildo, and this needed no lube, just using the natural self lube butt juices, no not poo lol, it slid straight up my ass, again n again. I had to stop, things to do n i was getting to excited, but no chance of stopping yet.

So, rather than carry on doing normal day off things, i sat on my huge monster buttplug, it is fucking massive and i have never managed to get it all in my ass, yet - i am going to one day with practice, lube n a gaping butthole.

This just made me worse, as i sat on the plug, moaning quietly at the sensation of it slowly sliding deeper, enjoying the sensations coming from my gradually stretching ring.

I sat, and rode, thsi plug for probably 20-30 minutes, and it was so satisfying, but i still wanted more.

So out came my Ass Destroyer - a huge fuck off black dildo that wrecks your ass, and feels totally mind blowing as it gapes your ass n makes you squirt as you ride, slide on, and pull out.

I squirted some lube onto the tip, and sat my hungry ass down on it, pushing till the head popped through my ring and a small squirt escaped my sissy cock, as well as the moan from my mouth.

And then i let myself slide down onto that thick, so thick shaft (it is over 8" round hehe). After the 1st slide down i had to pull off, and that made me squirt n groan as my ring pulsated n throbbed with pure pleasure. As the 1st sensations settled i slide onto it again, quicker and easier to get it in my ass this time and to ride. N ride i did, up n down, grabbing the shaft as i took half of its monster length & girth into ,y slutty lustful ass.

I rode n rode for several minutes, luving every second of the ass wreckin pure pleasure.

As i slid off, dripping lube n butt juice from my gaping soggy butthole, i lay on my side panting n wanting to continue for ever, but knew i couldn't.

So, enter (pardon the pun) the Doc Johnson large round ball plug, and this popped into my slippery open ass very easily, pushing its way in and then my ring closed around the wide neck.

safely plugged, and very full, i pulled my panties n shorts back on (panty liner in place to catch any drips) and continued to do my boring weekend household tasks - cleaning, tidying etc.

It was wonderful, and my ass felt great, making it so much more fun to do boring jobs.

Gurly crossdresser tuckback in panties

As a gurly crossdresser, you may have noticed LOL, i am trying to perfect the art of a tuckback - which at times is difficult, not just because of my gurly boi clitty (cock to you) but because thong panties aren't always the best to hold it back n down and they are my favourite and most commonly worn style of panties.

Anyway, i do have a few pairs of lace boyshorts, some victoria secrets boyshorts n tight thongs, and i am getting better n better at it.

In simple terms, i am trying to just tuck n hold without any tape etc, although i do intend getting more practice at taping my cock back. So, i pull my sack n cock back between my legs, pull up the panties n position them over my tucked cock, estimating where i need my bits to be in the panties once pulled up, with a bit of pull n tighten room. Then one handed hold the panties to my dick and with the other pull up the panties, tight n high up my ass then the front to secure my tuckback.

this gives a smooth, cock bulge, free front - perfect for tight skirts or leggings, and i have to admit it does feel rather good tucked n tightly held, it feels very very sexy hehe.

i am getting much better, making my gurly cock semi hard helps as it gives more to pull back, but what i do need to master is popping my testicles back up into their canals, like before they dropped - any tips n hints on how to do this easily would be great!

i have also added a pair of 'camel toe' gaff thong panties to y amazon wishlist, if you want to treat me - or to a Victoria Secrets gift card / panties (and bra's in 34 or 36DD hehe)

Bank holiday.... no sunshine, but still ways to have fun LOL

As usual it's a Bank Holiday Monday, and the weather isn't that great - after the weekend forecast being warm n sunny for all 3 days last Friday it has changed to windy n cool.

Despite this, and having woken up much later than planned, I shaved my bits n showered, slipped into a vest top and a pair of gstring panties - England branded of course pre Euro 2016 starting LOL

And, with a nice cup of coffee and my ohmibod to hand, I settled down to do a short camshow. I only planned to cam shilst I drank my coffee, nothing heavy or to energetic, just chat n chill for 15-20 mins.

Ended up being about 40-50 mins, with my hard throbbing cock bursting out of them, and my ohmibod started in the gusset (so much easier when I can slip it in under the gusset pad (some panties have an open topped gusset that the ohmibod fits into nicely, and get held against the nut sack), then held up my butthole about 2/3rd's way in and ended up back in my gusset.

Had my panties on stroking, showing off my ass in the gstring, which was pulled tight into my butthole so plenty on show LOL. Panties off lying back spanking my sack, stroking my cock and with the ohmibod up my hole - got some tips from a lovely viewer whilst doing this, shame he had to go when his wife woke up LOL.

So, had fun times, got a horny cock, n need relief now hehe and some wonderful comments n chats from the guys watching my show - from nice panties, great ass, sexy ass, luved my shaved sack n bits, n many many more.

So I am happy, now have to go n face the shops for bread & milk, back to reality with a swift bang - but I will have my condom wrapped ohmibod deep up my butthole, gently buzzing away all the time I am out.

Have a great day, n I will try n post again later today.


                                 

no #ohmibod yet... but not letting that stop me LOL

As I am sitting here typing this post I don't yet have the #ohmibod vibe 2 that I said I was going to buy.... I completed it and just as I hot checkout now... it went out of stock, they were meant to get some back in on Monday, but the supplier was out of stock as well... so still waiting. Guess it is as the price is so much cheaper than any other site I have seen it on. Found another one, on the US Amazon, so will get from there if I have to - slightly more expensive but a lot longer to wait - UK site was 2 days, Amazon US will be 18-24 days!

But, mu butthole is still throbbing and pulsing with lust and post play tingles.

Had the larger of my 2 metal jewelled buttplugs in all day, then had a session with my dildo's... started of with my smalles, a black tyrone one, still bout 8" n quite thick, then onto my big white dildo cock... before finishing on my monster fuck off big black dildo - here it is call the Black Destroyer - oh my fuck it is very thick and huge, and felt amazing as I eased it into my hole.

I had meant to just hold it there for a bit, just the head inside my ring, as not played with it for a few weeks.. but lust took over and I couldn't help but start to ride up n down, taking several inches of the thick shaft into my ass - god it felt good and as I pulled off it made me squirt, I pee'd everywhere lol.

So still having fun as I wait to get one of the seemingly very very popular ohmibod toys.



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Panties of choice or preference

Some would say that my favourite #panties are thongs beacause I am a sissy, gurly crossdresser, but this just isn't true.

I wore thongs long before I got into crossdressing n panties etc, before I had even tried slipping anything up my butt. I wore men's thong pants, they were comfy and in fact I still have a few pairs that I wear when going to see doctor's.

but I do, without a doubt prefer thong panties, I also wear g strings n have a few pairs of boyshorts, so saying I only like thongs as I am a crossdresser is rubbish.

my question today, or should  say tonight, is..... what do you prefer? are the lingerie habits changing from the boom years of the thong, or does it depend on age groups n peer pressure?

Good Gurly sissy crossdresser or just a horny tart?

It's a wet, miserable Saturday -

I found myself at Bluewater shopping centre yesterday, and despite the fact that I wasn't there to buy lingerie, I found myself drawn to my favourite shop in the world, Boux Avenue, the one store that could drain my pay packet in one go!

I was browsing, looking at the lovely bra's & pantie sets - oh my they do some sexy thongs. So this made me feel like treating myself to a new set, matching of course.

As I was browsing I saw several that I would luv - size 10 thong and a 32, or maybe 34, DD bra.... But as I was trying to pick between 3 sets I saw a pair of bright neon pink see through #boyshort #panties, they just looked amazing - and as every crossdresser knows, a good gurly MUST have at least one pair of pink panties, if not many more LOL

So I ended up just buying the boyshorts, although my loyalty points are looking good for some free stuff very soon :)

 

 

And so i ended up putting them on to cheer me up on this wet Saturday.

 

And then my sparkly jewelled buttplug from Vibez Adult Store was slipped up my butt.

 

Been walking round all day like this, till an hour ago when the lustful desires took over my brain.

 

One of the toys that I have purchased from Vibez is a HUGE black suction didlo, and I mean huge - it has a circumference of nearly 10"!

 

now for the question - I have just spent the last 45 mins, stripped naked sliding a lubed up monster cock dildo in and out of my ass - god it feels amazing, and my ring is still pulsating and throbbing with happiness and lust.

 

Does this make me a slut? or just a gurly crossdresser with needs and desires?

 

 



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