Visit to Vibez Adult Boutique, Aylesford, Maidstone

 I have been meaning to write this for some time, since last year in fact!

I have a few sex / adult stores near me, but by far the best is Vibez Adult Boutique in Aylesford, Maidstone, kent. (Directions)

Not just because of the amazing, constantly updated, type and variety of toys (Dildo's, butt plugs, gapers, bondage, vibrators, anal depth trainers and more) for beginners and experienced (i.e. sluts like me) users, from the small to the massive. as well as lingerie, fetish wear, role play / dress up, shoes and of course the all important lubes, condoms, poppers etc. On top of all this, and a major reason why I love this store and go back as often as I can (I could spend my annual salary there is so much to chose from that I want), is the amazing staff - they are always so welcoming, so helpful and non judegmental.

When I first went I was a shy newbie, in man mode after work, but with the confidence they have given me to be more 'me' I now visit in full fem clothes from high heels / boots, skirts n tops & bodysuits with my DD breastforms proudly on display (as is my bra quite often too LoL. And I styill feel comfortable, relaxed and happy to browse.

They also have a changing room, with wonderful mirrors and a ring light (they know we like to take changing room pics hehe).

I will be going back soon, I need to get some new poppers (On my last visit I was given a recommendation for my first ever poppers) and noew need more, and maybe a new version to try) as well as a travel lube bottle to replace one I have lost. I am sure I will be browsing toys, lingerie and clothes as well - trying to resit whilst being so tempted!

The simple joy from Jo Thornton's breast form adhesives

 As any long term follower will know, my journey started as a 'normal straight man' (if they exist) and slowly developed into the gurly MtF / trans crossdresser that is me now (and a much, much happier me)

Along the way I discovered the joy of breast forms in my bra instead of socks, water balloons or anything else that came to hand.

My DD's feel so amazing, and that joy has been enhanced by the discovery of sticky disc's & strips that are designed to hold breast forms to skin, not boob tape as that is for clothing, but something designed to hold these silicone marvels in place yet let them bounce n jiggle like real boobs.

So, my initial venture was just for thin strips, and it took several to hold the weight of DD's just in some bra's, let alone a looser bikini top or nothing. This led to a period of joy, but also disappointment as I wanted more. More security of the form, more movement and in turn more pleasure.

Upon browsing Amazon initially, and then directly to the Jo Thornton website, I found that there were also round disc adhesive pads as well, in 2 sizes. And so the next phase of my journey started, and last year I was outside sunbathing in my triangle top thong / Brazilian bikini's and felt so secure, and oh boy so happy.

I have found they work best of

• you follow Jo Thornton's instructions, i.e. fix the disc/strips to the breast form at least 3-5 mins before sticking to your chest (they often work better if the breast form is at body temperature as well as it sometimes helps the adhesive to take hold.
• Wear them with a bra initially, give them some support whilst they stick to your skin
• Have either some surgical spirit, rubbing alcohol or a medical adhesive removal spray to hand when you take them off. It helps unstick them from your skin, and the surgical spirit / rubbing alcohol on a cotton wool pad can remove any sticky residue on your skin. And, these products can help remove them from the breast form (be careful, test and take it slowly as per Jo's instructions to minimise the risk of damaging the breast form - but they still won't last for ever. I am on my third set in 10 years)

My next, and latest, step was to add some wider strips, after all DD's do weigh over 800g each!

Now having the three options, 11cm discs, thin and wide strips I have been experimenting with different combinations and layouts to see what fits and works the best. 

If you follow me on X, BlueSky or Instagram you will have seen recent posts where I am totally enjoying the freedom of having my 'boobs' on all night, without the need for a supporting bra or bodysuit, letting them move freely and naturally under a satin camisole nightie. I spend most nights with them attached, and am loving the way they feel when you move, when you lay on your side or on your front and the weight shifts n squishes... so wonderful.

These are from me at 07:40 this morning (03rd March 2026) having had them attached since 9pm the night before. 

And a video of them bouncing, jiggling and pulling as I bend over / lean forwards

Now, I can hardly wait to enjoy the freedom of them moving in my bikini's and swimsuit as I enjoy the sunshine. Hurry up summer in the UK!

Lovense - more than just amazing sextoy's

 I own just two of the wonderful Lovense toys, so far - the original Lush bullet vibe and Hush buttplug. Both are amazing and feel sensational up my ass, put both up together and OMG it gives some serioulsy intense vibrations deep up my hole and round the ring.

A question I keep hearing - 'Why would you want to have bottom surgery?'

 I  have been asked so many times on my socials / sites, as well as seen it being asked in chat rooms and comments on video's.

Well, it isn't for everyone for starters. I randomly think about it, and the desire (and need) to not just have a pussy, an extra hole, but to NOT have my limp little (or now tiny as it shrinks the mere anal I have) boiclitty cock.

That said, between those times I do enjoy feeling my limp boiclotty (it goes soft n limp as soon as I am penetrated in my ass) flop around as i get fucked, mimicking the noise made by the man;s balls slapping against me as he rails me hehe

An extra hole, means being able to take (at least) one more cock... the idea of 3 cocks making me air tight makes me so horny.

What are you thoughts?

ME1 Gay Sauna - relax, suck, fuck n chill followed by a night out with str8 mates

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Even a boring men's t shirt can look amazing with a bra & boobs underneath

 As my followers will know, I am very much a gay crossdresser, you only have to look at my free Twitter, let alone my OnlyFans or new ManyVids profiles to find that out LOL

I have been a fulltime panties wearer for over 25 years now, and every chance I get I am in a bra + DD breast forms, and women's clothes from skirts, jeans, dresses or leggings. And maybe in tights, thigh high hold ups or stockings.

But, on this day, my point is that even though I had to be in a boring mens top (work video calls), with careful camera and sitting angles I could still have a bra & DD breasts underneath, still feel gurly and fem. And, if I am honest I was quite surprised how good it looked, what do you think?

Sexual Health - get tested regularly for your own, and partners, safety and have fun (UPDATED July 2026)

If you follow my on my socials (Twitter or OnlyFans, not on my ManyVids yet but will when I next get tested) you may have seen that I have been getting myself tested for sexually transmitted infections (STI's) for a while now. I have never tested positive or had a 'partner' scare.

But, I believe it is important for myself, anyone I have sex with as well as any of our future partners and the Adult / Sex Worker industry. So I did some research, thanks to Google, and after checking out a few options found SH.UK, a UK based company that offers free testing in some areas, including mine. Easy to sign up, few easy questions (be honest with your answers to make sure you get the right test(s) and away we went, superb service and I feel happier, knowing I am looking after myself, my partners and clients.

Bit if background, I am a very sexually active gay crossdresser. I do camshows, shoots and meets when I can/work allows (unfortunately being a sex worker isn't my main source of income yet, but hopefully will be one day) and will be doing more bookable meets where we can make content or just have fun, 1 in 1 or I am up for groups using me. I prefer bareback, feels so much nicer and amazing when a guy blows his load, nuts in my ass or mouth. But respect my clients wishes, so if they want to use condoms I wouldn't object. I also like casual sex, regularly visiting my local gay sauna and other public places for as much sex, cock and cum as I can get. So testing is important.

I am lucky to live in the UK, and in an area where I can get regular free sexual health testing, with an online account that provides links to verify my health status to anyone that needs to know, as often as I need to share. I go online, answer a few questions and they send me the kit, plain packaging and has full easy to understand instructions, everything you will need and a pre paid box to send it all back in. Mine usually comprises of blood and urine samples as well as oral and anal swabs. It takes me less than 10 mins to do all of the samples now, clean up n packaged ready to send to the lab. You get regular sms updates and it is such a quick and easy thing to do.

So I am tested for Chlamydia, Gonorrhoea, HIV and Syphilis at the moment.

The point behind this article isn't to say I am STI free, but an ask. To get yourself tested, whether you regular have unprotected sex with multiple partners like me, or just once and are worried. 

Check out this site, and local health clinics and testing services - Google is an amazing source of info as is your local sexual health clinic. Search and find out how you can help protect the sex worker industry, us as sex workers, our clients and families... the list goes on xxxxx

Thank you for reading,

Lena xx

UPDATE

I should have added during the week, as a good gurly sex worker, I have ordered a new test kit, at present I do it every 3 months, should I do it more often? How often do you get tested as a sex worker?

Update - 13th March 2023

Ordered my latest test kit, been 3 months since my last one already.

Amazingly it arrived the following day, took me less than 10 mins to unpack and do my 4 samples - oral and anal swabs (don't get them mixed up lol), pee sample and blood. Back in the post and off for testing.

Update - July 2026

I am still using this amazing free service, every 3 months to get tested and have now added a Hep C test as well, keeping us all safe and enjoying raw sex, cream pie's n creamy mouthfuls

gurly, anal (slut) problems - literal pain in the ass - piles or haemorrhoids (product review) - UPDATED

 I am a self confessed, with LOTS of proof on my social platforms - Twitter, OnlyFans, ManyVids or see all of my official links via my Link Tree - and one of the possible issues, is damage to an abuse butthole.

I am regularly abusing my ass with larger, and larger toys or objects and I am often (very often) to impatient and horny to 'ease' into the big toys, to start small and stretch / let my butthole adjust, and just lube up the big boys n ride away. 

This obviously gives me pleasure quickly, butt also runs the risk of hurting or damaging my ring, whether that is tears, fissures or piles / haemorroids.

Sadly, after long abuse I noticed that I did indeed have a couple of bulging / external haemooroids, this is not unusual or painful, just not the best thing to look at LOL Luckily they have never given me any problems, no bleeding, itching or discomfort.

I have tried several creams and lotions, from generic herbal remedies to the more traditional Anusol or Germoloids. And, although they did seem to ease the symptoms, they didn't treat or reduce the swellings.

So, I have recently tried a tablet, thought it worth a go - Dinaven 500 which I got very quickly from Amazon.

The dosage is 1 or 2 per day, with food, and I took 2 per day for the 1st week then reduced it to 1 - to see how they did. I am now into my 3rd week, 19 days to be exact, and I can see a reduction in the size and swelling of the external haemorrhoids, which is amazing and I am very happy. I will continue to take till I finish this pack (box of 60 tablets) and will probably be ordering a 2nd box, just in case I need them or they start to re occur / return once I stop - after all I am not going to stop abusing my ass or letting others fuck me hard n as often as possible am I hehe.

19/11/2022

Quick update, I am nearly at the end of my 1st box of these tablets, and despite some abuse (by me and large toys/objects) my butthole does look better, healthier n less like it has swollen lumps. So, I have ordered a 2nd box, to continue the treatment and keep some on hand in case of any flare ups. No side effects felt by me.

How are my little gurly tiddies doing? update (03 Nov 2022) & advice please!

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ME1 Gay Sauna - unplanned visit

 Taking advantage of my day finishing earlier than expected yesterday, always good when meetings finish early rather than late!

Took a trip to ME1 Gay Sauna in Rochester, Kent. I haven't had the time or opportunity to go for ages, and I love the chance to chill, relax and enjoy being naked in the hot tub, steam room and sauna as well as the play rooms, sex rooms and dark areas - cock n cum whilst relax, feel better and watch wonderful gay porn - what could be better.

I knew I didn't have much time spare, but even a couple of hours was worth the reasonable entrance fee (and they now take card as well as cash payments).

So arrived, paid n entered. Stripped down to my little pink thong panties then realised I didn't have a towel, so walked back to reception with my bare ass wiggling to get one. The towel was smaller than previously, not even going round my waist to cover up - not a problem, I love being naked there and the rule of no nudity in the coffee lounge seems to have gone. 

Since my last visit, and during the horrible times of covid, they have refurbished the rooms, with more sex benches, beds and couches, bigger and better for multi layer n person fun.

Anyway, it is def worth a visit, check out their website for pics, open hours etc.

I am a good slut, i take regular sti tests now, at least every 3 months - and as a resident of Medway I am able to use a free NHS sponsored service and get my results in a few days.

So, the important bit - did I have any fun.

I arrived about 3.30pm, and the place was quite busy, lots of guys wandering around, sounds of moaning and fucking.

I showered, lubed up my hole (free lube and condoms available all around the venue) and went in search of cock!

I sucked one guy off in the sauna, before we headed back into the showers and i got a good taste of his cock and cum, all swallowed.

Next I had some fun in the dark area, a group of guys surrounded me and after wanking a few of them i dropped to my knees n started to suck, one guy insisted on wearing a condom to get blown and after a while the taste of latex put me off so i headed down to the lounge for a free coffee.

After that i wandered around, sucked a few more cocks but although busy with guys I struggled to find a top to fuck my ass, ended up fingering myself with an ass blast as I watched porn - but that is just pot luck, as you never know what guys will be in these venues.

Anyway, it was still fun and worth the £13 to relax, suck some cocks and swallow 4 loads of cum.

Hope to be back there soon, for longer and get my ass pounded raw n hard, filled with cum and left a cum soaked n filled cock slut hehe.