No big toys on a sex show site, really!

I wasn't going to write this post, as it may lose me a site to host my cam shows on, but after thinking it over for a couple of days - i am still pissed off and a bit incredulous if i am honest.

A bit of back ground to start off, i was doing a cam show, no shocker there, on Chaturbate. I was in just a little vest and a pair of thong panties, no toys or anything else involved. i was just chatting whilst i did a bot of Wii Fit step exercise, tightening up my butt cheeks! The chat was going well, viewer numbers going up n some lovely comments about my ass n panties, when the cam stream stopped and a warning opened up from a site administrator. Reading the message 'warning about using over large toys in cam shows and pictures / videos' this may lead to suspension or blocking of your account. And hen a box for me to say i understood..

Thinking i would get an email i just cleared it so i could carry on with my show, but of course even in the 120ish seconds this took i had lost a lot of viewers, but i restarted my camera n exercise, continuing the chat.

Once i came off air, it was only about 25 mins, i checked my emails and nothing - so i rasied a contact me query, and got an answer.....

Under the rules no overly large toys or animal orientated toys can be used. Buttplug tails are allowed.


This was then defined as follows:

Objects may not be used as sex toys unless they are typically marketed and sold for that purpose. Overly large sex toys or animal-shaped sex toys may not be used on camera. Due to the United States obscenity law, sex toys may not be bigger than 12 inches or wider than a soda can

So, as the servers are based in America, you can't use big toys on a site that is a site built to allow anyone to sell their body n sex, to sell video's and pictures and anything they like, even raffles to have dates are allowed - you get to see live sexual activities, from wanking, sucking, fucking of the mouth, ass n pussy, group sex is allowed (DP, double anal, double vag, spit roasting....in fact any combination of male / female), but you can't use a big toy! I can shove 3 dildo's p my ass, so long as they aren't 2 big or thicker than a soda can!

So i could have 2 guys fucking my mouth n 2 more fucking my ass, and that is fine, but no dildo over 12". really!

So a dildo, a toy sold for sexualy enjoyment and perversion, like my ass destroyer dildo (it is marketed with this name on several toy sites) is against the rules on cam, but fine in pictures and video's.

Rant over, for now, i am just struggling to understand (and please don't forget that in some states in America it is LEGAL to marry a horse, but you can't use a big toy or even a Dragon Dildo on a sex camshow site).

So much for freedom in the free world. I am happy to use big toys, as are many of the other models, and i enjoy using them and gaping my ass, and in no way is anyone forced to watch, if tehy don't like what they see then move on to another cam.

Have a good day and i hope to see you in one of my chat shows, cum say hi n jerk off over me.

Fun at the Gay Sauna, had myself some big black cock

Well, after a few weeks of frustrating lack of any sexual release, from wanking myself off, playing on cam for you sexy guyz n gurlz - other than a few quick chill out shows on Chaturbate - or visits to my local Gay Sauna - ME1 in Rochester, I have finally managed to get the time & opportunity to visit the sauna, and boy was it worth it.

I spent a couple of hours there late this afternoon, and they were fun filled hours - I sucked 6 cocks, swallowed 3 loads and took 2 in the ass, bareback style of course. Oh, and I got rimmed too.

I will get to the 2 black guys, with their gorgeous big black cocks, in a bit..... but first

When I got there, I showered n lubed up my butthole - getting it ready for some action (or at least I hoped to get some action!)

1st guy, in the steam room n he followed me in and started to stroke my leg, then my cock, running his hands over my shaved balls n tops of my legs. I started to stroke his cock, and soon he was nice n hard with a bulbous bellend that had a very big ridge. He knelt, sucking me off as I sat on the bench and it felt great as I fingered my ass. A few minutes in I wanted his cock, to taste him n feel him twitch in my mouth, so I moved him off and knelt in front of him, stroking his balls as I sucked him deep, he wasn't huge so deepthroat was nice n easy. I couldn't take it for long, I wanted to be fucked, I NEEDED to be fucked, he was hot in the steam so we moved to one of the private booths, wity the door closed at his request not mine - I wanted my ass open to any other guys to join in lol. I continued to suck him off to keep him hard, before kneeling n spreading my cheeks for his cock. he popped his bellend in and oh yes it made me moan out loud, getting louder as he pounded me. After bout 10 mins he stopped, n I sucked him clean, but he didn't cum yet, he wanted more n to spend more time at the sauna b4 he shot his load.

So I went on the cock hunt lol, and soon had another guy in the sauna room, in my mouth. Giving him a deep sucking till he shot his sweet salty load down my throat.

Time for the next, I went up to the top floor and laid on one of the circular benches / tables (all padded) n watched the porn as I fingered my ass. Soon had a guy come round n stick his big uncut cock into my face and as I opened up he thrust in and face fucked me, before moving round behind me and spreading my legs started to stroke his fingers down my ass crack and tease my butthole, making me twitch as I needed to be fucked again. But he had other idea's, as I found out when his tongue touched my hole, making me moan n buck my hips into his face. He gave my ass a great rimming I have to say.

At this point a black guy came round and was watching, n as I reached out my hand he moved closer so I could stroke his cock, making him drop his towel and let me see his #bbc, his gorgeous big black uncut cock/ I merrily sucked away and he then fucked my face, making me gag n slurp all over his member. I soon begged him to fuck me, and he promised he would in a few minutes as he walked off leaving me gagging for more.

With a few mins to spare I sat on a sofa n waited, stroking to the porn, and keeping myself amused by sucking off another guy quickly as he watched me - pulling him into my mouth n wanking / sucking till he exploded, quite noisily lol.

Just finished licking my lips as my black cock returned, and I was very quickly laying on the table, on my side as he fingered my ass, then slipped his cock in - gently at first, seeing how I reacted to his thick shaft - soon commenting 'man u want this cock don't you' - maybe as I was pushing my ass back onto him, trying to get more cock inside me as I moaned, n moaned, n moaned lol. We switched up so I was laying back on my front, him one leg up and in he pushed, sliding balls deep much to my satisfaction, bareback cock is sooo good. He then built up speed, slapping into me and god it felt amazing, but he wanted better purchase as we kept slipping. I, very happily, dropped to my knees on the floor and leaning forward gave him my ass, and he gave me a good hard fuck, slamming his dick in n out as his balls slapped me, before unloading up my ass with an almighty groan. At which point I sucked him clean again too, luv Ass to Mouth, especially if the guy has cum in me too.

So, whilst still on my knees another black guy joined in, and I happily bent over again as he wanted my ass. This guy was even bigger, thicker and longer, with an uncut bellend. he pushed his tip in and I knew it was going to be good as I stretched open a bit more, and moaned like a cock happy slut (which I was / am LOL). Before long, literally a few strokes in and he was doing the rifleman, pounding my horny ass, slamming his balls into me with every thrust, as I pushed back to make sure I got all of him, then he moved again, up on both feet as he fucked me senseless, OMG I was noisy and luving it. He was pounding so hard my gurly boi-clit, shaved cock hehe, and balls were slapping back n forth with a lovely sound. he gave me a good hard n long ride, pounding me into another world, saying how much I loved n wanted his cock as I pushed back onto him and what a great ass I had, what an amazing fuck I was (sounds good to me!). But, he had to blow eventually n he even asked where I wanted it, to which I said 'you choose, anywhere is fine by me - like right where u r now' so he did. He pulled on my hips, getting every bit of his big thick cock inside me and then pulsated n exploded his creamy load nto me as he grunted n moaned, thrusting again n again as he emptied his balls deep, deep inside my ass - and I loved every squirt. When he relaxed n pulled out, I enjoyed the look on his face and moan as I took his cock into my mouth n sucked / licked him clean (and hard again to lol). Of he went, a happy man.

I moved to the Jacuzzi to relax, and here sucked my last guy off, enjoying the bubbles as he squirted a load into my throat.

All in all a very fun n enjoyable afternoon - leaving me wanting more, and forgetting to ask if they rent out the sauna for an hour or so (before or after opening) to take some pics of me dressed, playing with toys n hopefully a guy or 2... fucking my ass n mouth n filling / covering me in cum.

Unexpected sex can be so much fun ...

If you joined me on my Chaturbate cam show earlier today, you will know I was talking about my very wet, lubed up and fucked butthole after a casual encounter in a local public toilet!

My day started normally. got up n slobbed around a bit in leggings n t shirt till I showered, shaved my bits n popped in a buttplug. Slipped on a pair of red lacy thong panties, and then boring man clothes over the top.

After this, headed out to town to get a few bits I needed.

Whilst out I slowly felt my metal jewelled buttplug start to slip around and new that my ass was self lubing with some tasty buttjuice. I was going to ignore it till got home, enjoying the sensations as it slipped around inside me and in / out a bit too, but decided I could do with a pee as well.

So, headed off to a set of public toilets in the shopping centre, at about 12.30-13.00. Paid my 20p and went to a cubicle planning on having my pee whilst I pulled out my buttplug n wiped a bit of juice off.

Well, I love the smell of cock when released from underwear, even my own, and added to this the scent of my hot butthole juice as I pulled the plug out just got me very very aroused.

So much so that I sucked my butt juice off the plug, and feeling even hornier couldn't resist a little buttplug fuck of my ass hole, which was already sloppy n wet and starting to gape a bit hehe.

i happily slammed it in & out of my ass for a bit, trying hard not to moan like a slutty whore, much as i wanted too. I was so engrossed i didn't notice that the urinals / sinks outside the cubicles had gone quiet and emptied out of people, except one guy who quietly knocked on my cubicle door, asking if Iwanted a hand, or something hard, to help me get off!

Well, not one to turn a gift cock away I opened the door n let in a fairly hot guy, prob early to mid 30's.

He pushed me back and shut the door beind him, looking over me - panties down by my knees and a buttplug in my ass, and wasted no time in unzipping his jeans and dropping them to the floor, kicking them off without a care. I could see his big hard cock bulging in his tight shorts, and made him moan as I ran my hand along his shaft from balls to bellend, before opening the top and breathing in his hot cock scent - and that was it, i had to have him - in my mouth and arse.

It was about 15 seconds later that i was kneeling, pulling down his shorts n catching is bobbing stiffy in my mouth, slobbering all over him as i sucked him in deep, running my tongue all over him as I savoured his manly flavour. I could only stand this for a couple of mins at most, i wanted him in my arse.

I stood, turned and pulled my plug out as i bent over the toilet bowl, hoping he would plunge right in - but he was a careful, and prepared guy, and reached for his jeans to get a condom (saying sorry as he rolled it down his shaft) and a small tube of lube!

Well, needless to say he lubed n plunged right in, pushing his red bellend into my semi open and wet hole, enjoying it as much as me (i hope) as he popped the head in, held it before slowly pushing into me. This made me hornier than ever, and i wanted him hard deep n rough by now, and he soon obliged, proceeding to bang balls deep into me, and god i had to bite down not to let out lustfilled groans n moans. He was still listening out for others, and slowed his pace whenever the outer door opended to let someone in- they may have wanted to watch or join in, but could have told on us too as this wasn't a normal cruisy toilet pickup n sex area.

This went on for what seemed like ages, but was probably 20 mins or so, and the slowing down added to my lust and excitement as well as the intense pleasure i was getting. But too soon for my liking, his balls swelled and he thrust deep in and held it there as he unloaded, sadly into a condom not my ass.

Not being one to waste cum, once he pulled out i turned, on wobbly legs, and pulled the condom off, holding it into my mouth with one hand to suck the cum out whilst stroking his cock with the other. Once i had drained the condom, i leant down and sucked n licked his cock clean of any cum dribbles.

After that he smiled, said thanks, grabbed his jeans and left me there, door open with my panties down by my ankles. Hoping for more i left the door open as i put my plug back in my butthole, pulled my panties up n then my jeans slowly. But no futher takers or interest.

After that i finished my shopping n came home, going on cam n showing my dripping, obviously used n abused lube filled butthole to the viewers.

saucy, horny, normal or slutty...

If you follow my Twitter you will know that I am a cross dresser, and one that is generally very horny, loves cock and cum and enjoys many aspects of the gay / sissy lifestyle including glory holes, random anonymous sex, dressing - in private and starting to go out more in public, and gay sauna's. On top of this I am quite active on the camshow scene, hosting my own shows on Chaturbate, Cams and YouKandy - not as often as I want, but hope to get to do more soon.

After having a great conversation on Twitter this morning, I am just asking you opinion - and I will be posting this as a poll on my Twitter profile page as well.

Bit of background. I was watching some gay webcam shows last night - involving, oral sex, anal sex and toys. Great cumshot in one that the guy swallowed and slurped it all up.

This obviously got me rather aroused, stroking myself and ended up riding one of my dildo's balls deep in my ass - posted a comment on twitter saying going to bed after a good dildo ride.

Woke up this morning, and my butthole was pulsating wonderfully (ladies - your pussies may feel / do the same after a good fuck / dildo session, but you will have to tell be that one LOL). And I was rather aroused thinking about my ass n one thing led to another, stroking n looking around for some relief. First thing I saw, and closest, that was a suitable size n weight was a bottle of drink that I had taken to bed with me - sports drink not alcoholic lol. So I tweeted, feeling horny only thing to hand was a bottle and led to conversation admitting I had fucked my ass with the bottle, and enjoyed it a lot.

Have you ever felt / done the same - when you are horny anything will do as a dildo - with your pussy / ass?

Does it make me:

• Normal horny guy
• Saucy n dirty guy
• Slutty

What do you think?

Let me know

Lena x

                                             

Earning from my web shows and websites

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is summer finally on its way?

the last few days have been so wonderful, the sun has been shining and it has been so warm.

I can't wait till I can get outside n sunbathe, soak up some sunshine on my ass - longing to lay out in thong bikini bottoms n tan my butt lol

I think the tanlines are sexy on a guys ass, and the guys at local gay sauna n on twitter seem to like them

as for now, heating off window open a bit n off to bed naked

I also hope that the tan lines, wih my thong or g string panties, stockings suspenders and high heels, fake boobs etc n big toys deep in my butt will help me make more money on chaturbate and save to buy myself a lovense lush vibrator toy to go with my ohmibod


                                       

taken the saucy risk to the next level..... testing people's awareness out in public n shops

I was, well still am actually till I do my Chaturbate cam show in a few mins, horny this morning.

I had to go to the shops but as I was so horny a normal trip wasn't an option.

So, my ohmibod vibe went into a condom up right up my butthole till it was buried deep in my ass, turned it on to fast pulsating n it felt great. Then a pair of saucy satin backless panties and a pair of women's hipster jeans.

finished getting ready n headed out, felt amazing as I drove - my ass moving as I changed gear etc enhanced the vibrations...

Got to the shops, parked and in I went. And would you believe me if I said no-one looked at me twice, laughed, giggled, pointed, stared or commented. I don't think anyone even noticed they were women's jeans - not even the cashier when I got my wallet out of a kinda small back pocket.

And, added to this no reaction to my buzzing lol. Yes, havin it deep in my ass made it much quieter but I am sure a little must have been audible? maybe not, anyway it was wonderful.

Back home, took a few pics, popped in a tail buttplug, did an outdoor pee video, as requested by my twitter followers n now bout to go live camshow playing.

Have great day all xx

The public has spoken.... the result of my golden shower / pee or cumshot video is in!

As you may be aware, if you read my last post - I posted a poll on my twitter feed.

Should I do a golden shower / pee video (panties, tights, jeans etc) or a cumshot video.

42% of my followers, or others that saw my poll and voted, chose cumshot in panties - so that is what I will do, as soon as I get a chance.

Golden shower through my panties or a pair of tights also got 25% each, so I may do a pee vid just to tease as well

Thanks for reading, and voting if you did, and look out for more polls soon.

Oh, n don't forget to follow my twitter feed, my chaturbate profile for camshows and my own website - crossdressing with Lena

Lena xx

What should my new #amateur #cammodel video be about

If you have read my bio, previous posts, follow me on twitter or seen my amateur website, then you will already be aware that I am a gay crossdresser that is venturing into the amateur cam model arena and selling my dirty panties n pervy pictures... amongst other things LOL

In an effort to increase my token intake, and so my earnings - from tips and / or purchases I am planning on recording some new short video clips - to include on my picture DVD's that I sell and to have available 2 download via my cam show profile pages - chaturbate and cams.

My dilemma is, and I have just posted this as a poll on my twitter page too, do I do:

• Golden shower / pee through a pair of panties
• Golden shower / pee through a pair of tights
• Golden shower / pee through some jeans, leggings etc
• Cum shot

What do you think?

Please help - the money I make is usually turned into more toys or clothes for me to play with / wear. The last payout paid for my Oh Mi Bod Vibe 2.0 panty vibe and now I want a Lovense Lush too

                                          

So after #ohmibod we now have #lovense lush bullets

So, after taking time, putting in lots of thought and research before buying myself a #OhMiBod Vibe 2.0 and enjoying its sound activated option when doing camshows, and yes although I have only actually used it in 2 or 3 shows it has made me some tips.

That, and the fact that I use it on many occasions when driving, walking and watching tv.

But I am now faced with a choice, do I go out n buy a Lovense Lush without delay, do I wait n see how much of an impact they have on the camshows, or make more research / watch more vids.

Help!!!!!!!

So excited.....

I am soooo excited, just checked and the website I saw the #OhMiBod Vibe 2.0 on has them back in stock !

Needless to say I was straight on and ordered myself one, and an extra bottle of lube - just in case LOL

Now, I can't wait to get it... the days till it arrives are going to seem never ending, and then I am guessing the wait till I can try it will just be hell - I house share with a str8 guy, he is fine with me being a gay #crossdresser, I think I have blogged about how he, and his gf, washed my #panties  #skirts etc and doesn't have a problem with my wandering round the house in #lingerie or #leggings etc etc. But he does draw the line at me playing with toys in front of him, he he saw me once with a #dildo up my #ass n has said it doesn't offend him, just not want to see it - but I can keep trying as he is kinda cute hehe

Anyway, I digress. The #OhMiBod will be mine, and I can do cam shows on Cams.com and / or Chaturbate. Maybe even a new site I have found, but not cam'd on yet - Play with me

Anyway, this is getting me a bit hard in my Boux Avenue panties, so off to 'calm down'


                

ok, i give in... i will join the #ohmibod crowd

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the rant continues

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