My views, thoughts and comments on topical news items, stories and anything that catches my attention. As well as blogs about my day's n life.
Thursday, 7 October 2021
chance to dress as a women, crossdressing heaven
Sunday, 19 September 2021
Nuke Nutrition - Femme Boost. Breast growth / enlargement supplements for girls, guys, trans and everyone else too (Product Review) - updated 08/05/2022
So, I started a new brand of breast enlargement supplements on Saturday 11/09/2021, Nuke Nutrition - purchased from eBay at a great price, and with multi buy discounts too
The description matched what I was looking for, with good feedback and reviews. So, I ordered 2 packets, so 120 tablets - 1 per day, giving me 4 months to add on to the 2 I have already completed on Femme Enhance (see previous review). And they are manufactured in the UK, not of interest to me as I love my 'meat' to much but suitable for Vegans too.
I have completed my 1st week, all feeling good, with some puffy little tiddies, I am guessing (and in fact hoping) they are like a teenage girls as she goes through puberty into womanhood - that is what I after all, even if a bit later in life and I have a boiclitty n balls in my panties
w/e 24th September 2021
End of 2nd week of taking this supplement. No obvious side effects, not feeling ill, strange, sick, dizzy etc or any of the usual listed side effects.
In myself, I feel good, I feel relaxed and settled - which is always good, although I know I need to get back into my exercise regime - squats, leg thrusts etc as well as step and the old chest improving exercises (I must, I must, improve my bust hehe).
Physically, waist n hips seem to be the same, ratio hasn't changed although, as I have said, not really been exercising much for last couple of months and really need to get back into it.
Looking down, I have defined puffy little tiddies, that I am hoping will firm up and grow, they look and feel amazing, sensitive and so gurly.
01/10/2021
Been taking these a couple of weeks now, my little tiddies are puffy n bouncy, they jiggle around when I prod them or shake / jump around and I am addicted to the feeling and watching them lol. According to measurements no real difference, although I think I may change from inches to cm & mm as that may be easier to detect the small changes. Anyway, feeling great, feeling gurly n hoping they grow, I get a curvy figure n less body hair would be good to.
09/10/2021
I have decided to move these updates to Saturday, makes it easier for me to measure and update you wonderful people.
This week, I can clearly see a more puffy, pronounced breast shape - not saying I have sprouted tits, I should be so lucky! But little tiddie buds lol puffy, soft to the touch and the best bit - they jiggle n wobble, if not bounce, as i shake them- couldn't stop smiling at something so simple!
16/10/2021
Another good week, loving looking at my little tiddy buds. I have shaved the chest hair off of them - hoping that the body hair starts to lessen as i take more of these supplements, but they look so puffy n little gurly - happy
23/10/2021
I think I may have missed a day this week, just found a tablet in my pocket - so gonna have 2 today to make up for it! I have changed the way I measure, well the units - to cm/mm as easier to identify small changes - like the fact that I think my boobie cup measurement has gone up by 2mm this week.
Anyway, feeling good, feeling gurly and having fun
06/11/2021
Not sure what happened to last weeks update, can't have saved it!
Anyways, feeling great, loving that my puffy little tiddies are definitely looking more defined, and soooo sensitive. Last week, and again this week, changing to measuring in mm/cm rather than inches has made it better, and over both weeks I can see a week on week growth of my boobie cup, it may only be in mm, but it is still gurly growth!
13/11/2021
I have opened my2nd packet now, still taking one tablet a day. Feel great, and my puffy little tiddies are slowly growing, and i am hoping i will soon start getting a curvy hip/waist and lost some body hair - fingers crossed. Measurements do suggest I am slowly growing tits, natural tits!
2022
Have to firstly apologies for not posting any updates since November 2021. Could say too busy, Christmas.. blah blah... but, yes I have been busy but still should have posted.
I have finished my first 2 packs, and ordered 4 more, so enough to take me through for a full year on these supplements from Nuke Nutrition.
No problems, I feel great and personally I can see that my little tiddies are clearly defined and poking out, with perky little nipples that are 100% more sensitive than ever before. I love it. Need to check my measurements and see if the sizes show any small changes too
May 2022
I keep forgetting to update this, and i have also not been measuring my little tiddies.
But, I can clearly see that I know HAVE small tiddies, that are soft and squidgy, wobble n bounce and i love them. I want bigger tits! I promise to pose an update, with measurements and a photo very soon, Lena xxx
I realise I haven't posted an update on here about these breast growth pills, so sorry and I will - or start a new thread about how my little tiddies are growing. They look like they are, but I haven't measured them in months... so, we will all see together
Lena xxxxx
Monday, 6 September 2021
Buying worn panties, generic or pair specific?
This may seem like a strange question, but hey - everyone that reads my blog knows I may be just a 'little' bit of a perverted anal slut lol
As you have hopefully seen on my twitter, Instagram, Onlyfans, Chaturbate, FanCentro or the latest site I am try - Justfor Fans (Don't worry about trying to save / remember all of these links - just use my Linktr.ee and it has everything all in one place!) I like to sell my worn, dirty and smelly, stained panties - thong, boyshort or bikini, as well as a picture DVD and all of my photos / video's in stand alone / bundle packs.
Anyway, my weird question - do you prefer, or not care, if the used panties are sold from one 'generic' picture, or for each pair to have an individual listing so that you can see what is on offer?
I am thinking of trying out making a Etsy store page, or maybe using Webnode? Or maybe shifting everything to Fansly or a similar adult site
Any thoughts, preferences or ideas always gladly welcomed as well as interest in buying my items, supporting me to buy more fem clothes and sex toys to play with, make content and live cam shows.
Saturday, 21 August 2021
OnlyFans - wtf is going on!
Any of you that follow my Twitter or Instagram feeds will know that I have an OnlyFans page, where I have so far uploaded / posted over 7600 images and video clips - all of me whether dressed as a gurl, a slut or cheap whore, just in lingerie, naked or playing with various types of toys and objects - I like it in the ass hehe.
I offer a 21 day FREE trial for all NEW followers, and a range of discounted subscription packs for everyone (with special offers at random times to loyal followers as well).
I do live feeds, live shows as I chill, chat n usually play. And there are tens of thousands of us, that use this as a way that amateur (as well as professional) sex workers can make some extra cash at the same timeas giving the public access to us and our content.
We have made the owners of OnlyFans incredibly rich with the 20% commission they take off of everything we make, that is a LOT of money for hosting a site that has been developed a long time so repaid that investment.
Now, to make it more appealing to mainstream advertisers and income sources, they are going to ban and remove all adult sexual content, they say that this doesn't mean nudes and lingerie etc, just sexual activity - well we know how that went with Instagram don't we. I am always getting pictures removed, some re posted but most not, for sexual content when all I have posted is my bare ass or my panty bulge - there are FAR more sexual and revealing pictures allowed every hour from the so call influencers and mainstream (i.e. not gay, tranny, crossdressing types) accounts, but that is for another rant lol
So, in a nutshell they are kicking most of us off of their platform. There are becoming less and less options for us sex workers, of any kind or experience, to share our content and make a living - I bet OnlyFans made a fucking fortune during lockdown with everyone at home bored and watching / buying the content available.
Rather than stand up to the prudes who say there shouldn't be any porn sites or adult material available on the web (have we gone full circle back to the days when the headline was that porn (wank) mags would ruin the world and destroy society?) and maybe, just maybe invest and refine the software that ensures that only age appropriate people can see the content? No, that would be to public spirited wouldn't it, as online porn is ruining everyone (nothing to do with drugs, drink and tobacco!). Shouldn't the public have a choice? Be able to choose to look at, download, watch, wank/ strum / fuck to our content if they want to? We don't make them pay or do it, it is a choice they have made, but everyone suffers for the prudes to get what they want by using big companies, media outlets and politicians to do their buidding.
What a wonderful FREE world we live in!
So, under pressure OnlyFans have back tracked and are no longer going to bann adult content. They say its due to payment providers changing what they will allow/support, or is it more likely that public opinion was against them and they realised what they stood to lose?
Friday, 30 July 2021
should UK sex shops be more like US / European stores?
Sunday, 25 July 2021
how old are your panties?
I have recently realised that many of the pairs of undies in my rather full panties drawer have been around for several years.
Made me start to think.
Am I holding on to them for too long? Should I be binning them more often?
Or, do most people havbe at least some of their panties that are starting to fray, to lose shape, holes starting to appear in the lace?
How old are you panties?
Saturday, 17 July 2021
Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement, for Women and for Men (Product Review) Updated 11/09/2021
I have been doing exercises to try and tone up my ass, give me a curved waist / hipline and to hopefully grown some boobs, get myself some gurly mtf tiddies!
I have also been looking at several supplements that are meant to help, and have been reading the product reviews and descriptions repeatedly for months now. So, last week I took the plunge, added a new one to my Amazon Wishlist (Qty 5+) and ordered a pack before I could change my mind. This is the Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement.
They arrived quickly, in fact on the first day of the delivery window advised when I ordered, in plain packaging that didn't give any hint / idea of what was inside - so as far as speed and discretion go - 10/10.
Having read the information on the product page, and then the slips in the pack, I took 4 measurements, as a starting guide - Hip, Waist, Bust (under boob area) and Cup (across nipples), and took my first pill. Obviously it's a bit early to expect any changes as I am only on day 2, but I will be taking measurements every week and will update / post new blogs as I go.
It is also worth noting, and only fair, that the instructions do say that some people (I am guessing more men that want to grow boobs from basically nothing) may need to take 2 a day (normal does is 1) and it may require 2 packs (60 days at 1/day or 30 at 2/day) to see noticeable changes.
Initial views, product and description match, well packaged and discrete packaging. Instructions are clear and the pills are easy to take, no adverse effects or anything to report so far.
Lets hope I get some tiddies to share and play with.
What prevents you from increasing your dosage to the higher level of 2 or
sometimes even 3 pills per day is the possibility of premenstrual type
symptoms.
Since phytoestrogens are similar to estrogens, it is entirely possible that
when you take these pills you may feel at higher dosages PMT like effects -
bloating slight headache etc.
If you do not experience these, then you can increase your dosage without
problems and results happen even faster.
The thing to do is experiment. I am sure that you will succeed however.
New store idea's - Etsy?
I have been looking for some time, to find a new hosting site for my store, or just to sell my adult items on.
It has been suggested that I create an Etsy store page, and post my worn panties, hold ups (thigh highs), tights (nylons), picture & vide DVD and to allow special requests to be made.
I have to admit I have never used Etsy, as a seller or buyer - so am looking for help and feedback. Is it a good site? Is it easy to post / sell and buy items on, without to many restrictions or stupid charges / fee's?
Any help gratefully received, or maybe you have a better option- Wish?
I have a site, but it won't actually allow you to take payment - how stupid is that!
I have started the migration of my items to my @ManyVids page store, cum n see!
Sunday, 4 July 2021
How biased and discrimanatory is social media
No matter how much the social media platforms keep saying they are equal, support all genders, sexual preference and religions etc etc, fully behind LGBTQ / LGBTQ+, in practice its not.
I promised myself I wouldn't rant about the blatant preference and discrimination towards some gender types / sexual identifications.
Last week I tried to post 2 photos to my Instagram Account, and within seconds it was removed as it 'breached the guidlines on nudity and sexual content'.
Before i share the photo, bear i mind I have panties on, they are not sheer or seethrough in anyway, they are not so tight they clearly define and outline my boiclitty cock, which is not hard and obviously a cock. I do not promote any sexual activity, promotion or anything but myself.
Saturday, 8 May 2021
Censorship at its best, in what is meant to be a country with freedom of speech and expression
So, if you haveclicked on my IG link in any previous blog posts, tweets or any other format you will no doubt have noticed that it has been suspended, closed by the Instagram / Facebook police due to 'nude, suggestive or selling of sexual activities posts'
What did I do, I posted a picture in my underwear, it wasn't sheer, it wasn't to small to hide anything, it just showed my gurly bulge!
According to the reviewers it was pornographic content.
As many of you will have noticed, there are regularly thousands of pictures posted everyday on IG that barely cover a women's nipples let alone her entire boobs, or panties that are so small, so tight that a camel toes doesn't describe it, you can see the lips and often the clitoris poking into the material, nude shots of them sitting back to the camera or side on with arm across the boobs.
Yes these are ok, and don't get me started on the celeb pics - so what is different?
I am a gurly crossdresser, a gay guy in panties.... not a professional account, just me.
I am infuriated that even when you appeal, they only select 'random' cases to review - how is it a fair and open system if they chose which appeals to even look at?
Don't get me wrong, I am all for protecting the youth, protecting innocent people and in fact everyone from exploitation and abuse. But that should surely mean that the protection applies to all, that everyone is treated equally and to the same standards, that is all I ask for, all i want, all i would hope for and expect.
Anyway, this rant was caused by seeing this picture on IG, been there this 2019, and by far not the worst
Friday, 26 March 2021
Constant removal or posts from social media sites, yet others are allowed
I said a few days ago on my IG and Twitter that I was going to post on here, to have a rant about the unfair, and seemingly targeted, removal of posts / blocking of posts on Instagram.
Yes, I get that they have updated their Terms of Use and Social responsibility policies, but it is getting stupid, and seems to be unfairly applied according to the gender / sexual group you associate with.
As you will know, I am a gay gurly crossdresser. As such I love lingerie, dressing in womens clothes, sex toys and cock - lots of toys n cock.
I recently posted a picture of my ass, and it was instantly blocked and removed as breaching the guidlines - it didn't even get posted for anyone to have reported it, so it is the IG censorship.
Yes, I can see why it 'could' appear as if I am naked, but is it offensive? Is it showing any of my shaved bits or butthole? No.
And, I am not naked, I am wearing a pair of red C String Panties, you just can't see them in this picture. And, if I had shown the panties I am certain it would have been removed anyway, as a lace c string doesn't hide much...... what do you think?

