gurly, anal (slut) problems - literal pain in the ass - piles or haemorrhoids (product review) - UPDATED

 I am a self confessed, with LOTS of proof on my social platforms - Twitter, OnlyFans, ManyVids or see all of my official links via my Link Tree - and one of the possible issues, is damage to an abuse butthole.

I am regularly abusing my ass with larger, and larger toys or objects and I am often (very often) to impatient and horny to 'ease' into the big toys, to start small and stretch / let my butthole adjust, and just lube up the big boys n ride away. 

This obviously gives me pleasure quickly, butt also runs the risk of hurting or damaging my ring, whether that is tears, fissures or piles / haemorroids.

Sadly, after long abuse I noticed that I did indeed have a couple of bulging / external haemooroids, this is not unusual or painful, just not the best thing to look at LOL Luckily they have never given me any problems, no bleeding, itching or discomfort.

I have tried several creams and lotions, from generic herbal remedies to the more traditional Anusol or Germoloids. And, although they did seem to ease the symptoms, they didn't treat or reduce the swellings.

So, I have recently tried a tablet, thought it worth a go - Dinaven 500 which I got very quickly from Amazon.

The dosage is 1 or 2 per day, with food, and I took 2 per day for the 1st week then reduced it to 1 - to see how they did. I am now into my 3rd week, 19 days to be exact, and I can see a reduction in the size and swelling of the external haemorrhoids, which is amazing and I am very happy. I will continue to take till I finish this pack (box of 60 tablets) and will probably be ordering a 2nd box, just in case I need them or they start to re occur / return once I stop - after all I am not going to stop abusing my ass or letting others fuck me hard n as often as possible am I hehe.

19/11/2022

Quick update, I am nearly at the end of my 1st box of these tablets, and despite some abuse (by me and large toys/objects) my butthole does look better, healthier n less like it has swollen lumps. So, I have ordered a 2nd box, to continue the treatment and keep some on hand in case of any flare ups. No side effects felt by me.

How are my little gurly tiddies doing? update (03 Nov 2022) & advice please!

 As many of you will know, I have been taking natural supplements to try and grow some natural tiddies. For the last year or so, I have been taking a Nuke Nutrition Femme Boost Breast Growth supplement, one capsule per day. And, I can see growth. 

I haven't measured them in ages, and tbh need to get an accurate way of measuring in the same place each time. But there is definitely something to cup, and hold. It is squishy n soft and bounces when I move, so I am happy - and it is making me think seriously about taking HRT / Estrogen to really kick start my change, to become more feminine and grow breasts.

Recently, after some online research and reading, I have also begun drinking Peppermint tea, which acts as a natural testosterone blocker - not saying I like / love the taste of it yet, but I will keep going. I am having one or two cups a day, so not a huge amount yet, baby steps lol

Just wanted to give you all an update, and I will add some pics soon. I have also noticed my chest hair thinning, not brave enough to shave it all off (no idea why!) but I do shave my breasts at least weekly, so after I shave them, and my leg tops / ass, tomorrow morning I will add photo(s) to this post

Lena xx

Thursday 03rd November (update)

So, I am trying to work but am horny as hell and can't stop stroking my shaved boiclitty through todays lace thong panties n browsing twitter. Anyway, seen posts by an incredibly sexy, hot as fuck, trans person that lives in same county, and her titties are gorgeous (as is her cock and the rest of her) and it has made me start playing with my little tiddie buds, and wondering about the next step... do I up my breast growth supplement? I am drinking peppermint tea as it is meant to be a natural testosterone blocker and will drink more, but now also wondering should I take testosterone blockers or maybe buy some HRT tabs/patches online and start that as well?

Confused, excited, horny, happy, scared n a whole mixture of emotions. But I do now 100% for certain, I am thinking about being more Femme, wanting bigger boobs, gurly waist, voice n ass more and more everyday that goes by. 

Thoughts anyone?

19/11/2022

Still happy with my tiddy growth, been looking at HRT / Oestrogen tablets or patches more n more lately, seems like I am moving to the next stage of my desire, my need, to have boobs! Lena x