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Friday 30 July 2021

should UK sex shops be more like US / European stores?

If you follow any of my social media profiles, you will know that I live my local adult/sex store (Vibez Adult Boutique) and could spend so much time, and even more money, buying some of there wonderful sex toys, outfits and lingerie.

But, and thus is in no way a criticism of them or other UK based sex / adult stores, reading some articles, blogs and posts about those in the US and mainland Europe, they offer much more in the way of personal / intimate services.

From glory hole booths, porn film viewing and even rooms for sex. In many customers can be semi or completely nude, posing and playing with themselves and toys in full view of anyone and everyone that wants to look or watch.

Now, I am not saying we should open them up as seedy sex arena's, but the booths and being able to pose in some of their products / outfits or even your own does sound fun
I would happily visit the booths n give oral relief through the glory holes, with or without porn. And, it is no secret, that I would love to pose in the store for photo's, in and amongst the displays, over the counter, on my knees... you get the picture lol In my own lingerie or clothes, or in some i had or would purchase, or again I would be happy to pose with and using some of the sex toys, lingerie, bdsm or outfits for them to use as promo material on their website n socials (discrete of course). But we aren't allowed- our laws don't allow a legal seller of butt plugs, for example, to show prospective purchasers HOW they are meant to be used. We all know of friends or followers that are to shy and so innocent that they would need guidance and instructions, some of us were/are or would be just as unknowing about some items that you can buy inshore or online. By showing them it would increase sales and I would imagine make things safer for users - not having to rely on Google searches and videos that may not be accurate or safe to copy!

Just a thought, and personal opinion. Many adult stores may not agree with or want to do these type of things, or others, but should they have the option? 

Sunday 25 July 2021

how old are your panties?

 I have recently realised that many of the pairs of undies in my rather full panties drawer have been around for several years.

Made me start to think.

Am I holding on to them for too long? Should I be binning them more often?

Or, do most people havbe at least some of their panties that are starting to fray, to lose shape, holes starting to appear in the lace?

How old are you panties?




Saturday 17 July 2021

Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement, for Women and for Men (Product Review) Updated 11/09/2021

 I have been doing exercises to try and tone up my ass, give me a curved waist / hipline and to hopefully grown some boobs, get myself some gurly mtf tiddies!


I have also been looking at several supplements that are meant to help, and have been reading the product reviews and descriptions repeatedly for months now. So, last week I took the plunge, added a new one to my Amazon Wishlist (Qty 5+) and ordered a pack before I could change my mind. This is the Femme Enhance - Pills for Breast Enlargement

They arrived quickly, in fact on the first day of the delivery window advised when I ordered, in plain packaging that didn't give any hint / idea of what was inside - so as far as speed and discretion go - 10/10.

Having read the information on the product page, and then the slips in the pack, I took 4 measurements, as a starting guide - Hip, Waist, Bust (under boob area) and Cup (across nipples), and took my first pill. Obviously it's a bit early to expect any changes as I am only on day 2, but I will be taking measurements every week and will update / post new blogs as I go.

It is also worth noting, and only fair, that the instructions do say that some people (I am guessing more men that want to grow boobs from basically nothing) may need to take 2 a day (normal does is 1) and it may require 2 packs (60 days at 1/day or 30 at 2/day) to see noticeable changes.

Initial views, product and description match, well packaged and discrete packaging. Instructions are clear and the pills are easy to take, no adverse effects or anything to report so far.

Lets hope I get some tiddies to share and play with.




24/07/2021 - Update

Week One has ended, so time for an update.

I am going to start off with an excerpt from an email I sent to the vendor, as due to Amazon's rule that you can't leave a review unless £40+ has been spent on your account in the previous 12 months - not sure what the amount spent has to do with being able to give an honest review, but I am sure Amazon knows best!

Anyway, I sent them a link to my first post, and this is from their wonderful reply:

What prevents you from increasing your dosage to the higher level of 2 or sometimes even 3 pills per day is the possibility of premenstrual type symptoms.

Since phytoestrogens are similar to estrogens, it is entirely possible that when you take these pills you may feel at higher dosages PMT like effects - bloating slight headache etc.

If you do not experience these, then you can increase your dosage without problems and results happen even faster.

The thing to do is experiment. I am sure that you will succeed however.

So pleased that they replied.

Anyway, I have had no side effects that I have noticed, happily continuing to take the whole supply, and hopefully more after that too. I am so glad I have decided to try, and if needs be hopefully give me the confidence to go on and get hormone therapy, and grow a gurly body - shapely, curved, hairless n with boobs!

As to my measurements, nothing has changed so far, hips, waist bust n boobs the same, but it has only been 7 days.

Here's to another 7 days and another update 

30/07/2021

So, end of the 2nd week of taking these supplements. I have to say, still easy to do and no problems.

As to any changes, the important bit.

Visually, when I look down at my chest my little tiddies do look slightly bigger, a bit puffy and poking out a bit more, squidgy or squishy may be a better way if describing it. Not a huge change, certainly not a cup size change, but they look better and more pronounced to me, still too much hair on my chest though! And, my nipples are definitely more sensitive. Previously rubbing, touching, pinching etc had no effect. I didn't feel any sensation and they didn't harden. Whereas  now I do feel sensations n get excited and aroused when playing with them and they harden n poke out more - and I love it! 

My measurements (that yes I know I still need to share). Hips and waist no change, but a slight change in my chest (under tiddies) and across my tiddies for the cup size. Only about 0.1-0.2" but still a change, hopefully next week its the same or more!

06/08/2021

Apologies, I forgot to post an update on Friday, for the end of week 3. Still feel ok, no problems with the tablets at all. Looking at myself, I think I can see more definition in my little, well tiny, tiddies. They look to have a slightly more defined shape, a squishy roundness and definitely sensitive nipples! Oh my are they getting more fun. They get hard to the touch, and make me feel sooo good. I have even noticed myself getting a nipple on, pokies, from friction between my top n flesh, I am really, really enjoying that I can tell you. 

As to size, again slight changes in my under boob and cup measurements and this week in my hips too. Now, I am not getting excited, even though this is the second week I have seen changes in chest measurements, this could just be me not doing it in the same place/way so u am going to try to be more observant of this as I measuee from now on, maybe look in the mirror to try and match week on week. 

And, as a sign of my happiness at the possible changes, even though it may be me, I have ordered my 2nd box, so will be going into 1 2nd month and beyond, if some of my fans /followers feel nice maybe they could buy me some or donate and I will up the dose to 2 tablets a day and see if that speeds up the changes, I really hope so. The way I feel today, I would gladly and happily take estrogen hrt or a 'transformation' pill to get a curvier waist n hips and bigger boobs x

One question I do have, and tbh I haven't checked if they are meant to - not seen any changes in chest/nody hair yet x


13/08/2021

So, week 4 - My 2nd order has arrived already, so I have enough pills for another 30 days (at 1 per day), unless I increase the dose to see if my tiddies grow quicker.

Visually, they are puffy and look more defined, with nice sensitive nipples. I have found myself massaging (or fondling) my little tiddy bumps and it feels very good, before starting these pills I had never been one for playing with my nipples, or having them played with - I didn't mind but they just didn't react in anyway. I like it now! Hopefully it may help them grow too.

Measurement wise, just a small change in the hip / waist ratio, not enough to give me womanly curves but I can dream. Tiddies wise, again slight changes but I am happy and want to keep trying.

More next week!

20/08/2021 - week 5 update

I am not sure what I can say, other than that I am fine and my little tiddies are clearly more defined and puffy, very sensitive and soft to the touch - which made it difficult to measure, I need to pracive NOT squishing my tiddies to try and get a true guide as to size and growth. 

No side effects, just me feeling good and hoping that my boobs grow!


27/08/2021

Another week has gone by, and if I am being honest I would say that my tiddies look puffier and rounder, more defined and easily show as little tiddies, and I am proud of them. I also feel gurlier in myself, whether that is just wishful dreaming who knows, but I am happy with it.

As to measurements, hips and waist are the same, but there are slight changed to my bust n cup size. Across my very sensitive puffy nipples I appear to have grown, only by about 0.2" but it looks like growth, and I am sooo happy. Obviously I am going to keep taking the pills, and am now seriously considering taking 2 per day to see if I get a faster reaction n change to them x x 

04/09/2021

Gonna start this week's update with the usual feelings, looks etc and then add a 2nd bit.

So, my tiny little tiddies are soft, puffy and appear rounder, and the sensitivity of my nipples has increased again, god it's so wonderful hehe.

I have started to massage (well play) with my tiddies at least once everyday, i Know - such hardship hehe. 

As to measurements, my hip/waist ratio seems to be improving, only small changes but if it continues it will give me a wider hip and curvier waist profile, and what gurly doesn't want that!

Tiddies, it may just be the way i am measuring but again looks like a small increase in both my bust (under boob) and cup (across my nipples) measurements. So all good.

But, as I only have 1 strip of 10 pills left, I went to order some more, only to find that they are no longer available. I looked in a couple of places but couldn't find the same ones (unless I wanted to pay £50 for 30 tablets that is from a 3rd party seller not the original so no guarantee they are actually the same).

I will keep looking, but so I don't run out and maybe lose any hormone balance changes that I may have achieved, I have also ordered another brand - So once I start them I will start a new blog - only fair on them both. But, if i can get more of these going forward, I will.

06/09/2021 - Update

I haven't been able to get any more of these tablets, and they are still showing as no confirmed date of restock/availability.

So, I have looked around and ordered another type, made in the UK with good reviews, and a great price /offer.

As to my Femme Enhance, I have enough left to double up this week, so 2 tablets per day, and end them on Friday- day of my next measurement and tiddie check.

I will then start the new ones from Saturday, and a new review/blog update post.

11/09/2021 - Update

So today i took my last Femme Enhance Pill, I have looked on Amazon and a few other sites, but still none available unless I want to pay way to much (£30-£50 for 30 tablets).

Anyway, looking in the mirror and down at my chest, I am convinced my little tiddies are more defined, rounder and plumper than before i started these tablets, and without any doubt my nipples are more sensitive than ever.

Measured myself, small changes but the right kind, and still no side effects.

I will post a table of my measurements for you all to see, and comment on if you desire too

Lena x

New store idea's - Etsy?

 I have been looking for some time, to find a new hosting site for my store, or just to sell my adult items on.

It has been suggested that I create an Etsy store page, and post my worn panties, hold ups (thigh highs), tights (nylons), picture & vide DVD and to allow special requests to be made.

I have to admit I have never used Etsy, as a seller or buyer - so am looking for help and feedback. Is it a good site? Is it easy to post / sell and buy items on, without to many restrictions or stupid charges / fee's?

Any help gratefully received, or maybe you have a better option- Wish? 

I have a site, but it won't actually allow you to take payment - how stupid is that!


I have started the migration of my items to my @ManyVids page store, cum n see!

Sunday 4 July 2021

How biased and discrimanatory is social media

 No matter how much the social media platforms keep saying they are equal, support all genders, sexual preference and religions etc etc, fully behind LGBTQ / LGBTQ+, in practice its not.


I promised myself I wouldn't rant about the blatant preference and discrimination towards some gender types / sexual identifications.


Last week I tried to post 2 photos to my Instagram Account, and within seconds it was removed as it 'breached the guidlines on nudity and sexual content'.

Before i share the photo, bear i mind I have panties on, they are not sheer or seethrough in anyway, they are not so tight they clearly define and outline my boiclitty cock, which is not hard and obviously a cock. I do not promote any sexual activity, promotion or anything but myself.


I requested a review, which took several hours, and surprise surprise it was still removed for the Nudity and sexual content. I have appealed, but don't expect to get it even looked at (Instagram / Facebook say they get too many appeals to look at the all so just select a few to look at - totally fair system) as I am not a famous person or influencer with many thousands of followers. I am just me, trying to share and hopefully help others that are starting or on the journey of crossdressing, recognising that they are trans or coming out.

Going through my feed yesterday the following images popped up, they have been viewed by thousands, and have substantially more followers than me, but I am sure this has no bearing at all.


I am sure you can see, clearly see, why I am annoyed - very clear sexual content, very clear sexual organs in an aroused state and clear genitals, but both of these photos are OK - and this is a fair system?

Pardon my language, and tbh i am past caring if IG ban me again, but this is total bollocks. 

14/09/2021

Yet again Instagram, and Facebook, have shown their bias.

I logged into my IG account (www.instagram.com/lena_cdxd_bup) earlier today, and cleared my notifications,  messages and scrolled through my feed liking pictures etc, no trouble. Tried to log in again this afternoon to find that my account has been disabled, suspended and I can 'maybe' request a review in 24hours. No emails, no messages in fact no idea whatsoever as to what I have done wrong this time. Or is it just another gay persons account? There are photos of women posted all day every day that are far more revealing and sexual, barely hiding anything - tight/see through bra or bikini top, bikini or panties pulled into a tight camel toe.... leaning forwards showing full cleavage ... and more, all OK. But a gurly cd showing some bulge in her panties is to sexual and not allowed, really wtf!